Ed and Rosie (An Ed Sheeran Fan Fiction)

Chapter 10: Breathe (MATURE)

We sat in silence in the car, the tension between us now almost painful. We looked at each other, sharing eye contact for the first time in hours as he began to open his mouth. "You should have told me about all that, it wasn't a good way to find out," His voice was stern, serious.  I looked down, ashamed. "I adore you, and I'll do anything to keep you safe but I just punched a man and that's not me." His paused, a large outburst of air escaping him as his forehead crumpled in frustration. "Adrenaline got the better of me and you have to understand that, but I wish that situation could have been sorted out another way." I frowned slightly, upset with myself as I looked up at him. "You're angry at me," I muttered blankly as the familiar sinking feeling arose yet again. He hesitated before shaking his head slightly, avoiding eye contact. "I'm sorry," I responded, my voice quivering involuntarily. I'd ruined it already. "I know I should've told you and I shouldn't have let that hap-" “For fuck’s sake, Rosie.” He interrupted, his hands grasping either side of my head, using my hair to pull me in for a rough yet passionate kiss. I let out a sigh of relief as I kissed back just as urgently, grabbing his shirt as I pulled him in closer. He moved his hands to his hips, carelessly lifting me up from my seat directly onto his lap, my legs either side of him. He allowed his hands to wonder around each one of my curves while his warm tongue caressed mine. His hands found their way up the back of my shirt, pushing on the small of my back as he urged my hips closer to his, beginning to thrust slightly into me. I felt him growing as both our breaths became heavier and heavier. I reached below the seat, pulling a trigger causing the car seat to fall back, becoming almost flat. It wasn't perfect, but I didn't need comfort right now, I needed Ed. The sudden fall of our bodies caused me to clumsily collapse onto him, both of us allowing a small giggle at the shock. I edged my face close to his, less than an inch away as I let my lips hover painfully closely to his. I leaned forward slightly as I gently bit his bottom lip, tugging it lightly with my teeth as I pulled away, causing a subtle moan to escape him as he leaned his head back and gripped my body harder, craving more. I moved down to his chest, removing his shirt smoothly with my hands as my head remained in the same place, looking up at him with lust-filled eyes. I lightly glided my tongue across his collarbone as he lifted his chest up involuntarily. He lifted me up so my head was level was his, pulling my body close so I was right up against him. He lifted his head up, his soft lips tickling my ear. "No way am I letting you take control," he muttered darkly before lightly nibbling at my earlobe. He picked me up, throwing me onto the back seat as he pushed the other one out of the way, allowing us more space. He climbed onto me, putting pressure on my hips with his as he kissed my neck roughly. He ran his hands up my body while doing so, taking off my shirt with ease. He pulled away from my neck and took a moment to look at my body, admiring each aspect before kissing at the top of my jeans; his lips coming into contact with my skin gradually, allowing his tongue to come into slight contact also. He moved down for a second, his heavy breath on my fragile skin causing me to pant quietly. He worked his way back up to my face, leaving a trail of wet kisses on my body. He pressed onto me as much as he could without hurting me, causing both our naked torsos to touch as we shared the heat. He rested his left hand on my hip as he allowed the other to glide down my body and immediately slip under my jeans, over my underwear. His fingertips rubbed over my slit slowly through the fabric, applying slight pressure as his head began to edge closer to his hand. He adjusted after a short while, granting himself access beneath my underwear; he rested his thumb on my clit, circling slowly causing me to twitch slightly, my hips jolting in pleasure. I gasped as he inserted two fingers into me at once- I allowed myself to adjust as he began a swift rhythm of which I was finding difficult to keep up with. Pleasure ran through me as my breaths became heavier, my chest pumping rapidly as I tried to contain myself, letting out the occasional involuntary groan. He slipped his fingers out quickly, recognising I was nearly there. His hands emerged from my jeans before he slowly put them into his mouth, making sure to taste them before taking them out again and flashing me a cheeky smirk. I hadn't seen this side of Ed. He always seemed so innocent, but that thought had passed from my mind forever now. He handled me roughly, but simultaneously ensured he took care of my body that felt so helpless in these moments. He bit at my jean button teasingly, pulling at it with his teeth. I couldn't take any more of this. "Stop," I breathlessly requested, guiding him back up to eye level as he silently questioned me, his face slightly crumpling in confusion. "I want you now, all of you," I managed to say, resulting in another devious smile spreading across his face. He fumbled with his jeans, undoing them and throwing them onto the floor while I did so with mine. He gently wrapped his fingers around the top of my underwear before gliding them down my legs, biting his bottom lip as his ocean-coloured eyes deepened with lust. He removed his boxers in one swift motion, leaving us both completely naked. We lay in silence as he rested on top of me for a few moments. His face softened slightly when our eye contact locked and his lust was simply replaced with plain adoration. He ran his hand across my cheek, tucking my hair behind my ear. “You ready, darling?” His velvet-like voice questioned, his eyebrows raised as he awaited an answer. I nodded, a small smile cracking on my face as I came to the realisation that nothing else mattered anymore, at least not right now. It was just me and Ed. His face disappeared into my neck, kissing it gently as our urgency turned into pure appreciation of each other. He held onto my hips, securing me as he slowly entered me as I adjusted to his size. I wrapped my arms around his warm body, allowing my fingertips to dance across his back, leaving the occasional red mark as I savoured every portion of him. I pulled him in as close as I could before his head left my neck and he looked straight at me, making direct eye contact in these intimate moments. He pressed his lips onto me, hard, passionately, as his hands ran back up my body and around my face, grasping onto my hair to keep our heads close while continuing to move his hips effortlessly yet skilfully. I naturally let my legs wrap around his waist, pulling him in even closer as we both got nearer to our climax. A gentle moan escaped him as we released simultaneously, his warmth filling my body up as we clumsily fell into each other’s arms. “I love you,” he said between breaths, sweat trickling from his forehead. I smiled broadly in response. “I love you too,” I replied, also short on air. His head collapsed into my neck as we gradually drifted off together, using our clothes to make a blanket for our bodies that were soon to be cold when the morning came.

                    I was awoken by a knock on the car window. Startled, I fumbled for my clothes, slipping on my underwear quickly and pulling Ed’s t-shirt over my head. I put Ed’s underwear on for him, his pale face puffy as he remained sound asleep. I rolled down the window that had previously steamed up due to last night’s events, revealing a small girl standing outside; she had freckles dotted around her face and bright blue eyes, complimenting her brown curly hair that flowed down to her shoulders. She giggled innocently at the sight of us, clearly figuring out what had happened. “Can I help you?” I asked dozily as I ran both hands through my hair, making an unsuccessful attempt to tame it. He shook her head lightly. “I was just wondering if you had a place to stay, me and my boyfriend just drove past you this morning, don’t want you sleeping in a car,” Ed was awake now, merely drifting into the conversation as he sat up, his tired eyes looking at her intently. “Yeah that’s exactly what we need,” he beamed at me, throwing his arm around my shoulders and rubbing my naked arm with his hand before looking back at her. I shook my head as I followed his glance. “Thank you, but I don’t want to take advantage. We don’t even know your name!” She rolled her eyes light-heartedly before speaking. “I’m Ellie. Now come with us, we have a spare bedroom you can crash at for a bit.” She examined Ed and I before letting out yet another giggle. “I’ll let you sort yourselves out first.” She said, unsuccessfully hiding her smirk as she pointed to the right. “We’ll be in that car over there.”