Toxic Temptations (Discontinued)

First day

Kyle Point of view

I have never actually been in a public school since I was 7 and I'm 16 now. At a young age I had really bad social anxiety and I was afraid of everyone and everything. Although I could have a normal conversation with my brother and my parents I have only one friend but he passed away a few years back.

"Hurry up before we are late." Kayden screamed from the bottom of the stairs. I ran down the stairs almost falling and into the kitchen I went. " Here's breakfast now go get in the car and get going." Mom said. When we got to school I still wasn't done with my breakfast so I just left it in the car. I looked up from my phone to see a lot of people just standing outside the school. There where already to many people for my liking so I just thought about how many people must be in the school. "Come on get out. I want you to met my friends before school starts." Kayden said looking over at me. I got out the car and walked to the front of the building. "Are you ok?" Kayden said as he come up behind me.

I was not ok I could feel it coming. "I think I am having a panic attack." I stated. He grabbed my hand and ran me over into the school. I saw a lot of people looking at us then I notice this group of boys following us as I think we were in an empty classroom. "Breath, in and out. That's it just keep breathing. Your going to be ok just come down."Kayden said. " Ok I think I'm ok now." I said. I looked over Kayden's shoulder and saw a lot of boys just standing around. That's when my heart started pounding again. "Calm down its ok. They are not going to hurt you." Kayden said. I saw all the boys look at each other. " Ok I'm calm." I whispered. I walked to the other side of the room and pulled my phone out of my book bag to cheek my heart rate. I gasped. "What is it?" One of the boys said. I turned my phone around slowly and showed Kayden. " that's not good we need go get you to the nurse. Move your ass." Kayden said dragging me down the hall. 

I watched as the other boys followed us to the nurse. " What can I do for you today?"  She asked. "This is Kyle he's new here his heart rate is way over than what it should be and this can cause him problems through out the day." Kayden said. Well I knew what was about to happen and she pointed to the chair in front of me to sit down. I took the seat and she asked me to "open wide". I opened me mouth as she too me temperature. I knew I was way over because I have been sick two days before. "We'll be should be fine for now but you need to bring him back be lunch. "I won't be he for lunch little guy. Can one of my friends bring you back?" Kayden said looking at me.

I looked over at his friends and pointed to the one who was very tall  like Kayden. "Jayden could you bring him back for me?" Kayden said. "Sorry little fella but I have football practice at lunch." Jayden said. "Justin?" Kayden said. "I got you if that's ok with little guy here." Justin said. I just hate when everyone give me a nick name because of my height it was just so annoying. I just stared at Justin with this evil stare. "I there something wrong little guy ?" Justin asked. " Stop calling me little guy." I said as I walked out of the nurses station.

Kayden ran after me as the other guys followed I just kept running through the halls until I run it to the abandoned classroom. I just sat in the corner and started to cry my head was hurting and I just wanted to go home. I could feel the presence of someone walk into the room so I just turned the other way and tried for the person not to hear me sob. I knew it wasn't Kayden because he would have ran over to me. " Im sorry if I upset you I didn't know you didn't like all the short people nicknames. I'm really sorry." Justin said. I looked over to him standing by a table. I think he saw me crying because he ran over to me.

He rapped his arm around me and wiped my tears away. I didn't know Kayden had any nice friends. "I'm really sorry." Justin said again. I looked over and him and nodded my head and looked back down. I felt his hand lift up my chin and that's when he looked into my eyes. His eyes big red eyes met mine. "You look beautiful."Justin whispered. My eyes widened.