Toxic Temptations (Discontinued)

Party time

Justin's POV

I had to act fast so i lifted Kyle up and sat him in my lap. I could tell he was very nervous so I pulled him close and rested his head on my shoulder. When we heard the bathroom door open and close again. For some reason I didn't put him down. " as I was saying I want you to go up the stairs and wait for me in the third room on the left." I whispered. As he slowly looked up at me he said "ok" as he layed his head back on my shoulder.

He really doesn't talk much. I love to feel his embrace. I have only been around him for 5 hours and I didn't want to spend a minute without him there. I turned him around and spread his legs on each side of my legs. I know he wasn't paying attention as he was looking down at his phone. I lifted his chin and cupped his face in my hands as I connected our lips. "You taste so good." I whispered on his lips. He removed our lips and walked out the stall. "I thought you said weren't going to do this?" Kyle said. Honestly I knew I wasn't gay but the way his lips feel I can't get enough. "I'm sorry I got caught up." I said. He just left.

On our way back to school I was hesitating to text him.

Me:since you are you mad at me are you not coming to my party?

Kyle:parties aren't really my thing so I don't know only if Kayden goes.

I know Kayden would come because he loves my parties. "So Justin are you having a party this year?" Dylan questioned. "Yeah I'm having one tomorrow." I stated. I knew Kayden was about to ask Kyle to go because he just kept staring. "I will think about." Was all I heard and that made my heart flutter. He would think about coming. We got back to the school and I knew we have football practice so how will Kyle get home was all I could think about. "Are you staying for practice?" Kayden asked. "Yeah I have to." Kyle replied. After school we all made our way to the football field. I saw all the other boys just staring at Kayden and Kyle so I just said "that Kayden brother."

During football practice I could feel someone staring at me and when I looked over I saw Kyle. That was weird shouldn't he be watching his brother. I gave him a quick wave and focused on practice again. After practice everyone went home. When I got home I slumped down in my bed and went to sleep.

Today is Friday so we don't have long till my party. We went out for lunch again and today Kyle didn't really go to the restroom today. He didn' look at me or speak to me either. I guess he is pretty pissed about me kissing him. I guess I'll just tell his I want to experience with him. I know I'm not gay or bi because I have slept with almost every girl in my grade.

At my party there where a lot of people for our school, some from who lived in my neighborhood, and some where brought along from people at our school. I spotted Kyle and Kayden walk in and I made eye contact with Kyle as he looked away from me. I felt myself getting mad but I really don't know why. Kayden whispered in Kyle's ear and walked away. I saw Kyle make his way to the stairs and looked around to see if anyone was watching and walked into my bedroom. I knew I had to play it off when I felt my phone vibrate.

Kyle:I'm here in this bedroom are you coming?

Me: Yeah I'm on my way hold on.

When I got to the room I open the door slowly so he would hear. I saw him sitting on the bottom of my bed looking out the window. It was so cute how his feet didn't touch the floor. "Hey." He whispered. He saw me. "I can see you, ya know." He said. I laughed a little I didn't know he could see me.  "So why am I here?" He said still looking out the window. "We-well umm I just want to say that I want to experience what it's like to be with a boy. I know I'm not gay or bi but I just want to experience that." I said bluntly. "If your not gay or bi then why do you want to experience. And why couldn't you ask one of your friends. I pretty sure they would have helped you." He said looking at me. The look on his face tells me he was afraid to be with a boy. Hell even a girl. "I know you do t want to do this but please just go on one date with me and if you don't like it the tell me and I will leave you alone forever." He just looked at me.

"Ok." He said. And at that point I was so happy. I closed my eyes and started jumping up and down. Like a minute later I opened my eyes to see that Kyle wasn't there. I looked around and saw my window open. I looked down and saw him lying out on the ground. I jumped out and landed on my feet. I started shaking him and he opened his eyes. "Why the hell would you jump you chopped have killed yourself?"I said getting mad. "That is what I was going for but I landed on my feet.