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1st one

Hey it's my first one you guys, I hope yall like it it not be awesome but I hope it will be okay!!

Just an average girl she always wore a smile she was cheerful and happy for a short while, now she's older,things are getting colder Life's not what she thought she wish someone had told her,
She told you she was down
You let it slip by so from then on she kept it on the inside.
She told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies. can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright.
Summer came by all she wore was long sleeves cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed,didnt want to admit it didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound, bleeding out from every cut her body consumed, she had no friends at school all alone she sat and if someone were to notice she would blame the cat, but those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake and no one cared enough to save her from the self hate , things were going down never really up and here she is now stuck in a stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next, just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck😪
She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild "look at me now are you proud of your precious child"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame it was the world that should bow down its head and shame! She stood up on the chair and looked up at the moon "just to think it will all be over soon" the chair fell down as she took her final breath it's all over all gone, now she's greeting death....
Her mom walks in she falls down to the floor and now nothing can take back what she just saw the little girl that she raised is just hanging there her body's pale and her face is violently bare.
She sees the note and unfolds it with care all she does is stare,
"How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry mom but this world it's just not my place I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in I've come to realize this worlds full of sin there's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race it's a disgrace I was misplaced born in the wrong time and in the wrong place it's okay though cause you'll see me soon you'll know when your time has come just look at the moon as it shines bright throughout the night and remember everyone's facing there own fight but I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter you'll make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter so let the world know that I died in vain cause the world around me is the one to blame and I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on that's what they used to tell me all those kids at school so now I'm going by the law of majority rules my presence on this earth is not needed any longer and if anything I hope this makes you stronger, your the best friend that I ever had such a shame I had to make you so very sad just remember that you meant everything to me and to my heart your the only one that held the key and now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write and yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tight I'm watching over you from the clouds above and sending down the purist and whitest dove to watch over you and be my helpful eye so this is it world

GOODBYE!!!!