Yh
You know what I'm tired of this crap
Maybe I should just pour all my feelings into this tao
I feel so broken, so confused so shatters and used
Don't come and tell me its a bloody mood swing dude
Or maybe its cos I miss you
But why does everything I think of have to include you!
That's messed up
And I don't like it
Bloody head phones wanna spoil my groove
You know I like the dark
Because then I can be alone in silence
Is it anger, hatred, love or emptiness
I don't care, I'm usually lackadaisical
And cold hearted
Now I'm in this place
Where I don't know what to lace
Don't tell its a bloody phase
Cos I'll end your face
Oh God give me the grace
To jot be left in a daze
I got a phone call yes
From a real good friend
But why can't you call me
But wait you did today
And I'm the one making you wait
Damn I'm thinking of you again!!!
What can I do to make this feeling go away
I want this year to end soon
Maybe I can open a new book
Not a story book but my life anew
New years resolutions are all lies that's true
But be made a decision
That when school resumes
I'm gonna forget bout all of em
And keep those that really care
So I'll just say the words now fare well
I wanna be the lonely kid at the back
Not the one that everyone likes
Is it that bad or a little proud
I'm gonna re invent myself
I'm gonna surprise em
So let me begin from here
Its no more Temijola or Deborah
No no itz Anjola.
