You're the only one...

Chapter 7

Winters POV:
Once I help Calum and Ashton out of the pool I notice that the third unknown guy is my ex boyfriend. I don't help him at all I scream and run towards michaels house and upstairs to a room guessing it's michaels because it has an xbox remote sticker on the door. I walk in and lock the door. I curl up in a ball and cry until...

I hear footsteps.

I stop crying and try to be as quiet as possible.
"Maybe in here?" a recognizable voice is heard but I didn't know who it was due to the loud music.
The footsteps get closer and closer and clo-
The doorknob jiggles but doesn't open.
"Guys I found her" I think Calum says
"she's in your room michael" Luke says.
the door jiggles again.
"Winter I- please let us in... we're very concerned. You promised us you would tell us everything." Ashton says concerned
"1..2..3" I hear them say in unison.
"AA- wait not too hard" Calum says.
"Not a deal" Michael says
"Wait what?!?! WAIT" Calum yells
"AAAAAAAHHHH"
I open the door and they all fall in a pile. Calum on the bottom.
I laugh and wipe a tear away.
"Hey winter, how ya feelin?" Ashton hugs me right and whispers in my ear "You don't have to tell them or me, you could keep it to yourself if you'd like."
I mouth "thank you" to Ashton
I also see a fist clenched Luke. He stomps away
"Luke wait" I say
"what do you want" he says
"what's wrong?"
"nothing go cry to your boyfriend, ashton" and he walks away.

"Someone drive me home" I say
"what why?" Michael says as they all stop their conversation.
"I just uh I'm um not feeling well." I lie
"are you sure?" Calum pops out
"yea I just think I need to rest"
"I'll drive you if you'd like" ashton offers.
"Sure, yeah, okay."
We say bye to everyone and leave.
Ashton opens the door for me and then goes to the drivers seat.
"What happened to you and luke?"
should I tell him? he's a great friend maybe I should.
"Well long story short Luke kinda thought you and I were dating because you've been hugging me and all n-not that I don't like it but I mean Luke you know gets jealous and I kinda think he likes me and I think I maybe like him back but I don't know because UGH" I say out of breath
"woah breath" he tells me
"Wait so luke likes you?"
"I'm not right but I'm not wrong" I say "has he said anything about me lately? complimented me or anything" probably not I'm ugly so why would anyone like me.
"not lately but he's been daydreaming a lot like a lot" he informs me.
we reach up to the driveway and opens the door for me again. why is he such a gentleman. I'm a monster.
"do you wanna come in?" I ask
"nah it's okay. I know your not feeling well so maybe you should take a nap." he says
"alright buddy goodnight" I hug him "and thank you, for everything ashton"

"don't thank me I'll always be here for you no matter what. just give me a ring and I'll answer no matter what time or day." he says
"okay. thank you again"
"goodnight"
"goodnight, winter"
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Morning
Winters POV:
I wake up on the floor with a blade in my hand, dried blood on my wrists and cuts on my arms. They're full of them.
~Flashback after Ashton left~
I run to the kitchen to get the blade. run back upstairs and sit on the floor.
"dammit I forgot to get the whiskey" I say to myself
"wait I have to call dad"
-phone rings-
"hi dad"
"what do you want now" he says harsh
"I... I'm just wanted to know if you were alright" I stutter
"well I am okay? now goodbye and never call me again" he hangs up on me
"Mom why did you have to leave me why?" I say looking at the stars from the window.
A tear drops on my cheeks and I grab the alcohol and begin to chug it down.
at least I won't feel the pain.
"You're not worth it"
I say as I cut my wrist.
"You're not worth it"
"You're not.. You're not worth it"
"worth."
"You're not"
"NO"
I cut deeper
I have to
-Flashback ends-
I grab a pair of skinny jeans and a muscle tee and head to the shower.
Once I step in I feel my wrists stinging
"holy shit what have I done" I look at my wrists covered of cuts.
"I need to call Ashton"
I finish my shower and get dressed. I text him instead it says
Me: Ashton I need your help if you're free come to my house asap please.
read 3:17 pm
Ashton: On my way

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I love cliff hangers lol. I think this chapter is longer????¿¿ idk but if it isn't I'm sorry I spent like two hours making this chapter. I'm not kidding. I ran out of ideas so yea um hope you guys like this story please please please like favorite and comment anyways byyyyee
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