I Give You Permission To Reach Out And Touch Me.(Completed,editing).

Chapter Twenty: Princeton

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Princeton

I was high off of Exploria and I admit that I don't want it to end.

She was married and a vampire but I didn't have a problem with the last part but she tells me that her marriage is just a show so I guess its no problem on my part.

This weak Exploria was sobbing in my chest, was anew for me and so I could finally get in touch with her soft side." It is going to be okay,'' I coon as I rake my fingers through her hair.

  She sighs," I tell you everything tomorrow,I promise,'' she sobs as she wraps her arms around my back. I chuckle when she tries to kiss me but I shrug her off.

" Not right now,'' I whisper to her and she pouts as I begin to rock her to sleep.

     " I love you, Princeton,'' she tells me and we both fall asleep in peace.

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8:30 am

" So you ready to talk,'' I ask her as I hand over a mug of hot coffee.

She gives me a small smile as she grabs the coffee and settles back down on my bed," I had a run in with my creators last night and it brought back memories that I wanted to forget." I sit down next to her and place my arm around her shoulders so she could get more comfortable.

" You can tell me anything,'' I pause as I kiss the nape of her hair line causing her to giggle," I want judge, I promise."

She sips the coffee and takes a deep breath,'' I ran into Maibe and Ryrs last night and they made me remember somethings about my past,'' she pause," I was terrible back then."

I lean in and whisper into her ear, " Everyone has secrets in their past, are you willing to tell me?''

She sighs and draw away from me so she sit at the end of the bed facing me," When you touch me, I can't concentrate so stay over there,'' she tells me and look side ways so she wouldn't met my gaze.

" I was a puppet to them but mostly Maibe, she treated me as a whore. We moved state to state, country to country, using me to please her needs. Back than it was all about blood to me and getting my next kill. I was force to act like that and I was helplessly in love with Ryrs.'' she pauses as she sips her coffee some more. " I was a stripper.''

I was shock when I heard her say that,"  St--RI--pper,'' I sound out the word that sounded strange on my lips,'' Really?"

She rolls her eyes at my reaction," She was a jealous bitch, she wanted me to dance but she also wanted to kill anyone who came in close contact with me so she even would beat me because--because to her,'I deserve it.' ''

    I go to touch her, " Your going to run away then, huh?'' I ask her as she frowns and her ruby eyes begin to gloss over. Anger starts to tick in my mind while I begin to think about  her leaving me right after I got her.

I wasn't going to let her leave me, she was the only thing I that I had  hope in anymore!

  She nods, 'yes', " I was going to tell you later but I guess I tell you know.'' She twirls a lock of my hair as she looks into my eyes," Europe, Rome, Brazil or some place is calling my name and I'm going to go there, Princeton and---.'' She trails off but I knew what she was going to say,' no one was going to stop her.'

I was nervous to ask this question that was pounding in my head, I was to nervous to hear her answer,"have you,'' I pause,'' thought about us?"

She pouts out her lips and shrug," We going to end what we have...it won't be that hard.''