•A Confused Love Life•

Chapter Nine

I was so shocked.

•Nashs POV•

I have been crying for hours. I just didn't know why this would happen. Was there a reason? I was so upset at myself and about what had happened.

The guys tried to cheer my up but I guess it didn't help at all..... "Aubree, I don't know if you can hear me but I miss you, I miss your laugh, our smile, your kisses, I miss everything of you. Im just really sorry. I didn't mean to kiss that girl, it was my ex..... Emily, she heard about what happened and we talked for a bit but nothing was going on, she kissed me I didn't kiss back. I was pretty disgusted, your kisses are much more better and emotional. I-I love y-you Aburee" I said quietly.

I really did look like a mess but it doesn't matter. I've been trying to hang out with some friends but I guess it's not working. Taylor and Cam invited me to a party a Carters place since his parents are on vacation.

It was 5pm so I headed home, my mom signed out the papers for me to leave. I decided what I was going to wear but I kept on thinking about Aubree.

I started reading through the texts we had and looked through the pictures we took. I just can't believe this happened, I thought to myself.

I drove to the party, and it was loud. I could hear the music pumping from down the street and people were screaming.

I saw Cameron and ran up to him, he was with a girl but I didn't know who. "Ayeee bro, wassup" I tryed to say lively. "Heeeeelllllloooo Naaaassshhhyy" he said and by that I had noticed he was drunk. "Who's that girl? Is she your girlfriend?" I said and wiggled my eyebrows and punched him in the arm jokingly.

"YASS, her name i-is Shea, isn't she beautiful?" He said, she had long brown hair up to her waist and her eyes were are sparkling brown. She was hot as fu- WAIT! NASH WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING! YOU LIKE AUBREE. Me and Shea talked for a while and I got to know her a bit, I also told her about Bree. She seemed pretty nice about it. She reminds me so much of Bree, they are both outgoing, quirky and just be them selves.

"HEY! NASH!" Taylor called out, I said bye to Shea and went up to him and we started to talk. I left Taylor to get a drink and saw some one that looked familiar, it was a girl but I couldn't remember who it was. "Hey Nash, I haven't seen you in ages! How are you?" She said, now I remember her.

"I've had better days, how have you been Amanda?" I replied. Amanda was one of my best friends in middle school, but she moved away and we lost connection.

We were talking so much I lost track of time but it didn't really matter. I found out that she was dating Taylor. Everyone has a girlfriend, I just wish that the last time Bree saw me wasn't me kissing another girl.

I'm so jealous.

•ONE WEEK LATER•

Kian is actually a nice guy. Maybe I thought a bit wrong about him. He was as upset about what happened just as much as me.

Me and him visited her everyday. We hung out a few times at his house and I met the O2L guys and they are cool. We get along so well, I never really thought I'd like them that much but anyways.

Kian asked me if I wanted to be in one of his videos since it was a Sunday. "Tweet out #askkash with our names in it" he asked. I did as I was said and we started the video.

"Hey guys its Kian Lawley and this week on O2L is collab week and I'm here with.........DRUMROLL! Nash Grier!" he said, "Hey guys" I spoke to the camera.

•SKIPPING TO QUESTIONS•

So Kian was asking me and I was asking him some tweets. "Kian, are you a virgin?" I said laughing. "No, I lost it when I was 17" he replied. "Okay Nash, explain what happened on your first date?" Kian asked me.

"Okay well I started preparing for the date and remember this was when I was like 13 or 14, so I got ready and I made here an egg salad and we met at a quiet park. Yeah we had a picnic and talked about stuff and then we went to the lake at my house and went on the boat, but we never had a second date or kissed" I said.

And the video went on from there. PLEASE READ AUTHORS NOTE! IMPORTANT

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Authors Note!

So how was that? Yeah kinda cheesy but I've been kinda busy moving in.

And should I make chapters that are short and updating quicker or make chapters that are long and take a bit longer to update?

Because I want to make this book good for you guys since you enjoy it.
So comment below.