•A Confused Love Life•

Chapter Ten

I was jealous.

•Kians POV•

I never thought Nash was this caring and supportive. Yeah, we had fights but that's because we didn't know anything about each other. Not one thing, except our names.....

But I'm just scared if Aubree will have to choose, between me and Nash. I was still at the hospital and I slept over night. Some one walked in the room and I had no idea who it was but it was a guy.

"Is this Aubree's room?" He asked, "Yeah, and who are you?" I replied back. "Oh, I'm James, me and Aubree were best friends before she moved here. Her mom told me what had happened so I flew over right away and how do you know her?" he said.

"Oh well.... just a close friend of hers" I lied, we weren't that close and we hardly knew anything about each other. "Mhm, so do you know how it......h-happened?" He asked.

"No, I wasn't there with her but another guy was, you know. Matthew Espinosa" I said and he nodded. "Maybe he will tell you".

I got to know James better and he told me some things he and Bree did. To be honest, it made me jealous. I loved her and I would kill to have times like that. I love her. "Hmm what? You love who? Aubreeeeeee huh?" James said jokingly.

I started to laugh, "Maybe I do" I replied.

*2 WEEKS LATER*

Me Nash and James were going to a fair.

•Nashs POV•

I couldn't stop thinking about her. I miss Aubree. I wish I could go back in time, change what happened. I could of made sure that Emily didn't kiss me.

I wish I was with her, she is my everything.

"ROLLERCOASTER" James yelled and ran, me and Kian looked at each other then followed him. Woah. "That is one big ass ride. LETS GO!" I screamed.

We waited in line for a long time. But now we were at the front. Me, Kian and James sat at the front of the cart. "Okay guys, here we go" the guy said over the speaker.

*AFTER THE RIDE*

"That was sick" Kian blurted out. "Yeah it was" me and James said in unison. I saw a couple of girls running to us. "OMG ITS NASH GRIER AND KIAN" They screamed. I smiled at them and talked to one of them while Kian and James were talking to this blonde chick.

"Hey beautiful, what your name?" I said to the girl. "Christie" she said.  We talked for a while actually and she seemed pretty cool. "Could you follow me on twitter?" She asked, "Yeah sure" I replied.

Christie gave me her username and I followed her. I also tweeted out a picture of me and Aubree with the caption;

'#PRAYFORBREE♥ @aubreemarie I miss her heaps'.

"I SHIP NASHBREE" Christie yelled and giggled. Her laugh was so cute. Nash stop thinking about other girls.....

*THREE MONTHS LATER*

Since Aubree went into a coma I started writing a journal everyday, of my feelings, my wishes and more. There is one thing I wrote that even shocked myself. But I promised myself I will do it.

'Im so sorry Bree, I've been so upset, crying for months, I can't handle this. I remember one day you told me that cutting relieves pain and that you trued to commit suicide a lot but you always got saved. In two days if you don't wake up I am going to do it. Commit suicide. I just can't take it anymore, you already hate me. I have cut for the past month and a half and I promise my self that if you don't wake up in 2 more days I will do it. I love you Aubree Marie Jackson.'

I wrote that today, this morning.

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