Monday , Sept. 28 , 2:07 am.
Its getting worse. The Hanahaki Disease is getting worse. It feels like my throat will just burst out petals and blood.. It hurts.. Everything hurts. Should I...get surgery? No I shouldn't! My life is important , but not as important as my teammates. Yes I'm dying , so what? At least my last days are gonna be with them. If I'm dying , I'm dying with memories. I have to keep up my 'happy' face so they won't know. They..they won't. I believe that they'll find a better decoy!! Better than me! Jumps higher than me! And smiles brighter than me.. They can replace me anytime or any day. I won't complain. I'm dying anyway.. So let me tell you my day! Today was a bad bad day. Worse than yesterday! Today Tsukishima was the one who asked. He's very observant so I have to be cautious around him! He looked at me like he knew.. His glare was like his. I told him I don't , he kept asking for the truth but I keep telling him I don't and I was trying to convince him. Finally he accepted it and walked away , though I still think he's observing me. Welp its 2:22 am! I have to sleep now! Bye!
-Hinata Shōyō❤
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|› Hinata's Hanahaki Book ‹|
AcakHinata Shōyō , A person who can make your gloomy day into a better one. But is his smiles real? The real question is , is he okay? Judging by his fake smiles , he's not. He has been suffering from 'Hanahaki' , A fictional disease. Hanahaki is a fict...
