"Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better?"
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Oikawa's POV
Y/N L/N.
There is no other word nor term to describe her. She's literally annoying and noisy as hell. She is the persuasive and persistent kind of person that she can almost charm every being around her. Even the puppy I used to keep when we were young liked her more than me. I was the one who feeds the dog, okay? At least that animal could show some affection to me.
Y/N is so bothersome.
The type of girl who will disturb you when you're in the middle of doing assignments, reviewing lessons, and will just eventually show up out of nowhere. She can scare me sometimes, you know?
But Y/N is also caring.
That is, I think, the most likable characteristic of her. No matter where she is, no matter what she's doing or who she's with when she heard that an important person is in pain, stressed about their problems, or more, she will immediately rush to their side. She will drop everything just to give time to you.
She is so lovable. Friendly. Cheerful.
She can turn your bad days into good ones.
That is Y/N L/N.
My best friend. The girl who fell in love with me. The girl whom I can't reciprocate her feelings.
What is wrong with me? I kept asking myself that question multiple times before but believe me, I tried. I tried my best to catch feelings for her but...I just end up seeing her as my sister, as a best friend. Nothing more and nothing less. She is so fragile, the type of human that you really need to protect, and what if I jerk off? What if I ended up breaking her heart? I can't commit to something as risky as love.
That's why I remained her best friend. As her brother.
I know that I am hurting her as I keep on rejecting her all over again but this is the best option.
At least.
But right before the graduation, she just shut me out. She told me that she doesn't love me anymore and she's sick with our set up. I can't blame her though because her point is so strong. She told me that she doesn't want me around her, to talk with her anymore. Like a bubble suddenly popping, right?
The only thing that kept bugging me 'till now is she didn't attend our graduation. When we're still close, I knew how excited she is on that day, on the day where she'll climb up the stage to get her diplomas and awards. I tried to reach her out and ask her why but her mom pushed me away. I was so confused back then and I kept on coming back to their house but Y/N kept on ignoring me.
