How to live alone

From Nicky to Carrie

       When I walked out of the bathroom there sitting on my bed all jolly was  Lily, why is she here i think to myself.  " What do you want Lil" , I said all annoyed like.  " Well if you want me to leave I can gosh lee . And I thought you'd want to see me, i have big news .  And its not very good so lets go grab coffee and ill tell then we can come back here. okay"  , she says which leaves me asking myself how did she get in my house? Ohh yeah , she has a key duh !!! After I finished putting my clothes on, i grabbed my phone and my key and headed out the back door.  " Which car do you want to take", Lilly asks while standing in between the cars dangling the keys above them.  " Just pick , I don't care. " , I said.  And before you go speculating that i'm a spoiled rich white kids, you can cut that out, because i'm not , my mom just works for a company that pays for our extra wants.  Naw just kidding my  mom owns her own business so she gets money !!!  " You know your not driving , right?" , I tell Lilly , poor thing she actually thinks she going to drive my car, I guess we should all dream right.

" Okay, whatever, But i just made a new playlist !! and that's what we are listening to", Lilly is always making Spotify Playlists and making me listen to them , some of them are good.  But some of them are just horrible. Like she'll have some Nicky paired with Carrie .  Like what is she thinking ? 

    As soon as we pull up to Starbucks i know something is up, I see the other girl's car and none other but the infamous ex.  What is she thinking, I just act like I don't see their cars and busy myself.  After a few moments of Lil sitting there and me putting on more mascara she finally says something.  " Okay, let's get out so we can, go have our coffee", she tries to say it cheerfully but i could hear the uncertainty in her voice.  " You can go without me, you know what I like. Just let me finish my makeup so we can take selfies inside", I just laugh like nothing is wrong.   " Okay, but don't take too long okay" , Lil says as she gets out of the car. 

    After a few moments in the car trying to think about what i'm going to do and how i'm going to respond when I see all of them, I made up my mind that i'm not going to put myself through all of that.  So i put my car back in drive and drive away.   As I drive away , out of my rearview mirror i see Lilly running out of Starbucks alongside the car screaming.  I stopped just because she has heart problems and can't run all the good.  " Where are you going ?????" she screams at me.  " I know what your trying to do and i won't work , im sorry .  I just can't afford to injure myself while in the healing tell everyone i'm sorry, but right now i'm just not a strong person. Thank you Lily I love you for everything you do but this one I don't think you can do anything about"