How to live alone

Paper Donations needed

I couldn't help but go home and cry, I loved my friend for her effort in trying to help me but I just needed time and space. Well away from him anyway. I don't want to go back into my depressed mode so I cheer up as fast as possible, I don't think my brain can take another binge session of Icarly. Who am I kidding I totally can but at this moment I choose not to recital all of the words of first episode.

     It's time to finally get over this loser with soft lips and big brown eyes and whoa!!!!!! I really need to get ahold of myself and make myself do good without him.

A few days passed and I haven't heard from anyone, not even Lily but if this is the type of detox I needed then so be it. My mom has been gone since she started her new hours, but hey I ain't complaining she always leave more money for me by my morning fruit bowl. When I get out of bed I decide that I should get out. So I take a shower and put on my best clothes , it's time to go shopping. If I wanted to become a new person without him I needed new clothes. Haha laugh at my logic if you want but I'm getting new clothes either way. As soon as I got into the mall the heart started to beat faster and the blood in my veins were doing a 360 about 359 times. Guess who I saw in the middle of the mall together holding hands. I couldn't believe my eyes. But I didn't want to go back into that depression so I kept moving. Right in their direction. I was sick of feeling bad about myself and sick of watching Icarly over and over again. As I walked up I could see the shock on their faces but I was happy. Happy that I didn't have to deal with neither one of them because they were officially cut out of my life. I was especially careful not to show any emotion on my face , in my mind I knew I couldn't let them feel like they were winning or feeling remorse. I just kept the walking until I heard my name being called , but I didn't answer I kept on walking to the escalator and went on up on level 4 and went into Victoria Secret. I didn't want to speak to anyone, but everyone at the same time. I wanted to tell them how the two people I once loved the most betrayed me. I felt alone but I didn't care, maybe alone is what I was mean to feel either way I can wasn't going to throw myself a pity party. The only party I was planning on throwing was a donation party because after this shopping spree I was gonna need some donations in the form of paper of course.

A/N--So what did you think of this chapter? Who do you think she saw? Take a wild guess!! Alright that's enough for now . Hope you enjoyed this chapter PM me on some ideas you may have or suggestions that you feel I could use in order to make my book better. Luv,Peace, and Food Always.