I could drown right now
I could swim under, and never reappear.
I could close my eyes, and never open them again.
Never see your stupid smile.
Never see you with her on your arm.
Never see you kiss her.
I could drown right now
Stay underwater for the rest of my life
let the water take me
like I know it eventually will
I could drown right now
but, instead, I let my body
drift up to the surface
and take that first breath
It always feels great
but I could still drown right now
