Not a day has gone by without me thinking about the sweet little child I lost. It was the past though, so I must learn to forget........
I typed this in the first page of my book. I was writing a new book based on the story of my life. I sat on my computer all afternoon, while Jake was at work and Brax was in the kitchen making dinner.
"Dinner is ready if you want to eat," Brax said.
"I don't feel like eating right now, but you certainly can eat if you would like" I responded.
"Is something bothering you? You haven't said a word since Jake left this morning. That was like nine, ten hours ago...."
"Nothing's wrong. I am perfectly fine. Just really into writing my book. Is something wrong that you want to talk about?"
"No. It's just, well....I met this girl like three years ago and we've been talking. She is really nice and all, but she just asked me if I wanted to move into her new apartment, and live a new life with her."
"If I was you, I would take the chance. If you really like her, then you should get married and start a life too."
I sat there for a while longer, eager to finish my book by morning. I wrote and wrote to my hearts content.It was coming together then bang, done. I was just about to send it to my publisher until I heard the door open....
"Hey! I'm home. I have a surprise for you babe!!! I think you might like it!!" Jake yelled.
I got up and waltzed into the kitchen.
"Happy Birthday!!!!" Jake yelled.
Shoot. I forgot it was my birthday today. I didn't seem to feel any older...
"Do you like the cake? I had it made especially for your interests...." he said.
The cake read, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANESSA! TO MY FAVORITE AUTHOR!
I looked at it smiling. "I love it!" I yelled. I jumped up at him and put my legs around his waste.
"Be careful now. You're a little rounder now and have another human being with you." he laughed.
Brax came down stairs and celebrated my birthday with us. We had cake and good food, and I even got some cool presents.
5-6 months later!!!!!
