"A Single Block Away From You." [ Personified Minecraft Blocks.]

Please Be Mine.

I told Oakley I was going home that day. He gave me his number to call him,  but I don't think I ever will. I mean, I just felt sick when I thought of him. I don't hate him, in fact it's quite the opposite. I just get this feeling that makes my heart ache and makes me feel as if the walls I've built up to distance myself from others have shattered. I miss him, but I'm scared to speak to him. It's been a week. I don't like this feeling of lost. This feeling of loneliness. He was my only friend, and the only friend I will ever need. He's sweet, gentle, funny, amusing, cute- gorgeous. Everything I've ever wanted. I want to put my lips against his peach tinted lips, it doesn't have to be for so long. Even for a second is fine. I hate this. I can't be in love, I don't wanna be in love. Oakley.. Oakley, please, just love me. I want your affection. Your embrace. I don't like this. I wish I never met you, I wish I never fell for you. Why do you have to be so gentle? I wish these feelings would go away. I know you love someone else, but it hurts so much. It hurts. This fragile heart of mine can't take it. I know I don't mean some of this.I don't regret meeting you, but falling for you was a mistake that I can't fix. I need a remedy for this pain, but you seem like the only medicine to my pain. I'm so sorry.

[I'm sorry that I love you, Oakley.]

A/N: I'm sorry for not posting often! I've been struggling with a writers block mixed with me just procrastinating- ah, and me just finding in general (THEY/THEM PLEASE)- t myiidentityityeah lol sucks. The chapter is short just cause I wanted to get this out quickly,I've decided on posting every Saturday and Sunday.. Also can I mention how fast paced this story is? Yeah I'm just impatient -