Complicated

• Chapter 3 •

• Hwanwoong •
Today is a Sunday so there's no classes and I woke up having a really bad headache and I remembered I slept in Keonhee's unit last night and the other night cause I didn't wanna go home yet

As soon as my feet hit the floor I stood up and headed downstairs to see Keonhee cooking breakfast, he noticed me so he smiled and greeted me a good morning which I returned

"Oh hey Woong Good Morning here's breakfast" he said and smiled "Good Morning Keonhee" I said and went to the kitchen and sat down in front of the table

"Today is a Sunday why did you wake up so early?" I asked Keonhee "Oh I don't know maybe it's because Geonhak Hyung asked me out on a date at 8 am today" he said obviously excited

"Well good luck on your date with your crush" I said and smiled at him he then smiled back and squealed

Sometimes I wish Dongju would ask me out too but he doesn't know I have a crush on him and I also think he has a crush on someone else so I don't have a plan on telling it because I also don't want to ruin our friendship

"By the way woong, the others are asking us to dinner with them on Monday night since exams are nearly coming" stated Keonhee and I just nodded as a sign that I agree to come to the event

"Hmm so what are your plans today?" he asked again "I think I'm going home for now Keonhee" I said and he looked at me with a worried face but I just 'smiled' and told him that I'll be fine

Then after eating I told Keonhee that I'll head home and we hugged then I left.

While on my way home I saw my mom's car was parked on the street but then she went out of the car with another man which made me furious

"She found another man but she didn't even have time to take me away from our own house" I thought then I went to the other side of the road

I arrived home and no one was here well hopefully so that I can be free too move around

"What the fuck are you doing here?!" I heard someone say and yes....it's my dad, I didn't answer and directly went upstairs and luckily he didn't follow cause I would be scared to death

"Hwanwoong you fucking bitch! Don't you ever get out of your room ever again!!" he shouted angrily, I locked my door and took a blade from my night stand

At first I was hesitant to do it but looking back on the things that happened earlier I eventually cut myself anyways, I let the blood flow down my skin even though it hurts but I can take it

"You're useless"

"Stupid!"

"BITCH! YOU AND YOUR MOTHER ARE A PIECE OF SHIT!"

Those thoughts went through my head until I got dizzy and everything turned black.