Complicated

• Chapter 4 •

• Hwanwoong •
I woke up still on the bathroom with blood on my face and clothes luckily I didn't die but I felt really dizzy and I stood up and held the sides of the bathroom

I just took a quick bath and changed into my school uniform while still feeling a bit dizzy and tired and I also wore a wrist band so that the scars won't be too obvious

When I went downstairs I saw my dad watching TV then we made eye contact and he directly went in my direction and slapped my face

"STUPID! I TOLD YOU NOT TO GO OUTSIDE YOUR FUCKING ROOM!" he shouted and all of a sudden I flew across the room

He then dragged me to my room and locked the door from outside so that I can't go away so I went through the window and luckily he didn't noticed it

I successfully arrived at school and was greeted by my friends and fellow students then I saw a teacher approach me

"Mr. Yeo Hwanwoong the faculty needs you right now please proceed there" she said and I agreed and said a small thank you to her and parted from my friends

When I arrived the faculty and greeted the teachers the head teacher then gave me a task to give the principal all the papers for the examination on the next month later after classes then after agreeing and all the talking I bid the teachers a goodbye and headed to class

While I was walking through the silent hallways my head suddenly hurt and I felt dizzy again slightly so I hurried to class

" Good morning Mr. Yeo Hwanwoong please proceed to your respective seat" she greeted and I walked as normal as possible just to not worry my class

"Hello woong I was almost late so what did the teachers in the faculty tell you?" he asked "Just to give some papers" I answered and took out my notebook to take some notes

While I was writing my head suddenly hurt so I stopped for a while and held my head slowly hopefully not making Keonhee notice it

"Why'd you stop writing woong? Is there something wrong?" he asked but I just shook my head "By the way why are you wearing a wrist band?" he asked and I said that I just felt like wearing it and luckily he believed me

Sometimes I feel like Keonhee is such a fool for not noticing how I really feel but I love him anyways and he's still my best friend

Then after writing with my head hurting a lot classes finally ended and there was an announcement that the three classes were canceled today in our grade level because of those specific teachers were our major subject teachers and the attended on a teacher's conference out of town

So it was like a rest time for our grade level, I then directly put my head down to rest but then I remembered something I have to do

"Keonhee..." I called Keonhee which was currently listening to some music he looked at me signaling to continue talking

"I need to go somewhere please tell me the current events or what's happening here so that I would be informed, I'll be back before lunch time" I said and at first he was confused but agreed anyway

I went outside the campus from the back gate and because no one was guarding there, I took a good 4 minutes to reach the nearest bus stop

"Destination?" the driver asked "Red Thread Memorial" I said and he told me to sit at the front part of the bus since it was the nearest destination

I then arrived and I bought some flowers and a candle with a lighter then proceeded to visit my grandmother and grandfather's tombs

"Hey grandma and grandpa" I smiled as I said it and put the pretty flowers and lit up the candle "I wish you were still here....on Earth"

I said refraining from crying but I just couldn't help it so I went on my knees and cried hard
"I wish you didn't have to leave~" I shouted

"I wish you were still here to comfort me always" I continued and cried for a good long 3 minutes"I wish I could still hug you both when I feel really sad and depressed" I said when I finally calmed down

Then a cold breeze hit me and it felt really nice being here, so peaceful and quiet

I just wish my dad wasn't a jerk and my mom wasn't a cheater and a liar

I rested for a while and when I looked at the clock it was almost lunch time

"Shoot I forgot the time!" I said running to the exit and luckily I saw a bus standby and I quickly went in and saw that it was almost full

So I told the driver to drop me off by the nearest bus stop in the university

Then the bus started and I just looked out of the window

I hope I will find the person who's gonna be always there for me.