Complicated

• Chapter 10 •

• Xion •
I was left with Hwanwoong hyung now, then I started silently treating his wounds "Hyung" I broke the silence since I can't take it anymore

"Why are you helping me so much Dongju? I don't deserve to be your best friend since I've done nothing to help you" Hwanwoong hyung said "What hyung you're totally thinking wrong, you've helped me a lot already and I didn't even got to say thank you yet" I said and he just smiled

"Thank you for always being there when I'm sad hyung although you don't talk too much, I know you always have a good heart and is ready to help us whenever we need it, even though you are always busy" I stated and he hugged me all of a sudden which then I got surprised but hugged back eventually

"Thank you so much Dongju for understanding my side and I'm sorry if I'm always not interacting and present in group gatherings because of my position as School's President and also my busy schedule always, I promise next time I'll do my best to attend the gatherings more often" he said and broke the hug and smiled then I  continued to treat his wounds

"Dinner's ready!!" I heard Keonhee hyung shout "Coming!" We both said and headed to the kitchen

"Sooo?" We saw them already seated on the seats opposite to the table "So what?" Hwanwoong hyung said "Yeah what?" I added "Ugh you guys are helpless, just eat your dinner already" Yeosang hyung said which we implied and now we're all eating silently, only the sound of spoon and forks can be heard

(After eating and cleaning up)

We're now gathered here in the living room as we were listening to Hwanwoong hyung telling his family's super tragic story which we all just knew about now, well except for Keonhee hyung

"So then after their fight that night, I woke up to my mom leaving the household saying he had enough of my motherfucking jerk ass dad which she actually just used as an excuse to live with her new guy and never even thought of taking me away from that fucking hell house and the next thing I knew I flew across the living room and my dad locked me up in my bedroom, so I cut m-" he suddenly stopped talking and wiped his tears away

"Why'd you stop hyung? I was enjoying that sad story" Jongho said and got emotional too "Well because I ... Nevermind it I'll just finish the story tomorrow okay?" he said and then the others whined but he just said we'll play a game

"What game then?" I asked. Everyone went silent for a while "How about we play who gets to sleep first wins!" Hwanwoong hyung said "You're clearly just exhausted president" Hongjoong hyung stated as he looked at hyung and laughed

"What?! No I'm not! Suggest a game to play then" Hwanwoong hyung replied and they laughed at each other and I don't know why but I feel really bothered by their laughs and looking at each other, I only want Hwanwoong hyung to look at me and laugh with me

'I feel really jealous'

"Dongju! You in?" I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Youngjo hyung called "Hmm?" I asked "We're playing dominos" he responded

"Yeah sure" I said and the rest of the night we played and watched movies completely forgetting there's classes tomorrow