searching of my amirah seeking of true love

dreams

I had a some dreams that's why I was needed that person in my life.Then I asked from Allah again and again for success in my dreams.also I asked that person in my life who can be in my life as a part of success in dreams and my life .
Ooh am I forget to what is my dream ?
Yeah I forget to say .
I had a deep dreams that I wanted to go to jannah .as muslims we believe in jannah . maybe some of other don't know what it is.jannah (Paradise)is the place . which is filled by good people here after life.The people who go to jannah get so much revards.There will be only happiness forever .there is no death nor sickness.even we can't just say the pretty of it .no eye seen nor ear had heard not heart can imagine the beauty of that place . Because it's that much amazing place.no words can explain it .Then as a Muslims everyone's ultimate goal is to go jannah.i also had that goal but in a different manner . because in jannah also there are lots of stages .Then I was wanted to go very high place in jannah.i wanted to see my my rab Allah (god ) with my eyes.also I wanted others also want to go there.Then I had a very deep sorrow in my heart which is not easily erase.That sorrow is the people those who don't know about islam.the people those who misunderstood about islam.the people who changed their religion which is revealed by Allah hear I mean about the Christian and juice people .
Because about them I had a deep sorrow .They also want go jannah hear after life. Also I had known about the goodness which we can gain by saying about Islam to other people those who don't know.
Then I had a prefer to say the Islam to others also I had another dream to help people those who are in poverty.Then I had a dream to form a community to help people in future.But mean time I wasn't rich I also been in a middle class family . maybe like struggling by the economy.But I had both dreams so deeply in my heart . maybe some people can take me as a fool.i didn't care about anyone or anything but I kept dreamed about my future.like Abdul kalam said about the value of dreams. But after I fixed my dreams my heart began to struggle more and more.it make me so much worrying .Then I kept trying . I tried to find a place where I can find people have dreams like this also I searched for my amirah .