MELTING DESIRE!, BAKUDEKU

VI. FINDING COMFORT ELSEWHERE.

A/N: A special little someone makes an appearance in this chapter. Can you guess who?

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Get up, Deku. Don't let it get to you. You're stronger than this. Fucking get up, Deku thought, staying exactly where he is.

Deku stayed like that for a little while until turning over so that he was now laying on his other side and reaching over to grab his phone that happened to be on his nightstand. He had Bakugo set as his lock screen and home screen on his phone. He began to tear up again, but blinked his tears away the best he could.

He looked at the time. Two hours had passed. It was now two in the morning. He laid his phone back down on his nightstand and sat up on his bed. He tried to stand up, holding onto the wall in order to keep his balance, and ended up falling after taking one step. His knees hit the hard, cold floor. He balled his hand up into a fist and punched the floor, but the punch was weak as his head hung low and his back was bending forwards. He just sat there until he got enough strength to try and stand back up.

He stood back up and tried walking again. He started crying out of frustration, but he wouldn't give up. He wasn't the type of person to give up. He made his way to his bathroom one step at a time. He was surprised he was able to walk on his own, but it's not like he had anyone there to help him. So, he had no other choice than to walk on his own.

He got in the shower and ended up wasting a lot of water since he spent most of the time just sitting there letting the water run over him. He gently washed himself and washed his hair since it also happened to be sweaty. He felt gross, but the shower helped a lot. He was extremely sore. Soon the water began to get cold, so he turned it off.

Deku felt mentally and emotionally and not to mention physically drained. He had no energy to do anything and part of the reason had to do with the fact that he was overtired and the other reason had to do with the fact that he had just gotten his heart torn to pieces by the love of his life.

Deku changed the sheets on his bed and sat down on his bed once he had picked out what he was gonna wear to bed. He put his boxers on along with a pair of shorts that were awfully tight. Not tight as in they didn't fit him. Tight as in his plump ass was really noticeable with the shorts on. Deku had a big ass. He put a t-shirt on and decided to squeeze some of the water out of his hair using his towel rather than blow drying it and letting it dry on its own instead. His wet hair hung in front of his face a bit.

Deku turned the lights off in his dorm and made sure nothing was plugged in. He didn't wanna spend the night by himself, so he thought he'd go see if Todoroki or someone was awake. He left his dorm and made his way to Todoroki's dorm, trying not to wince as he took each step. He took his time. He wasn't in a hurry to get there.

Once Deku had reached Todoroki's dorm, he stood in front of the door facing the door. He stared at the door before finally knocking on it. Deku heard footsteps and watched as the door to Todoroki's dorm opened. There stood Todoroki. He was wearing his pjs. His hair wasn't messed up in the slightest.

That was awfully quick, Deku thought.

"Oh hey, Midoriya. What are you still doing up?" Todoroki asked.

"I was wondering if I could spend the night in your dorm. I-I mean if that's alright with you o-of course. It's fine if it's not. I'll just go back to my dorm." Deku said. Deku had no reason to be nervous. He knew Todoroki would never get mad at him like Bakugo would.

"Yeah-Yeah, of course." Todoroki said, stepping aside to make room for Deku to enter his dorm. Deku entered his dorm and Todoroki shut the door behind him. Deku took a look around Todoroki's room and his eyes landed on his perfectly made bed that looked a little bit ruffled. It looked like it's been laid on, but it didn't look like it's been slept in. The sheets weren't even pulled down. His pillows looked indented which was a sure sign he was laying down on it.

"Have you slept yet?" Deku asked as he turned his head to look at Todoroki as Todoroki was walking past him. Deku's eyes moved as Todoroki's body moved, his eyes never leaving him. Todoroki sat down on his bed with his back pressed up against the headboard and moved over then patted the spot next to him indicating that's where he'll be sleeping. He reached over and grabbed the book he had been reading from his nightstand. He had his lamp on, but the light in his room had been turned off.

"Nope. Haven't been able to sleep, how 'bout you?" Todoroki asked. Todoroki had noticed Deku was walking funny, but didn't say anything. Deku sat down on Todoroki's bed and laid down, resting his head on Todoroki's lap. Deku looked up at Todoroki as Todoroki opened his book to the page he had left off on, his bookmark falling out of the book and landing on Deku's face. Deku blew on the bookmark and Todoroki looked down at Deku then picked it up off of Deku's face.

"Same here." Was all that Deku had said.

"Sorry about that. Oh and let me guess, you wanna get on the inside, right?" Todoroki asked. Deku nodded his head and sat up. Todoroki moved over and Deku climbed over him. Todoroki couldn't help but notice how big Deku's ass looked in those shorts. He looked up from his book and glanced over at it before looking back down at his book.

Deku laid down next to Todoroki.

"Watcha reading?" Deku asked. Todoroki showed Deku the front cover and he read the title.

"Would you like for me to read to you?" Todoroki asked. Deku nodded and rested his head on Todoroki's pillows. He was facing Todoroki. Todoroki read the summary and explained to Deku what has happened so far in the book in as much detail as possible. He began to pick up where he had left off and Deku listened to Todoroki as he read out loud to him in that calm tone he always spoke in.