Description: Felix tells changbin he doesn't love him anymore and that they should break up. Changbin becomes depressed. Felix then realises he actually loves him again. But it was too late.
Genre: Angst
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"Changbin hyung can we talk?" Felix asked.
"What is it felix?"
"Hyung. I don't love you anymore. I-i just don't feel like we belong together anymore."
"F-felix what d-do you mean? We've been dating for 6 years and you're just gonna throw them away! You can't leave me please. I still love you!" Changbin said grabbing felix's hands.
"Changbin let go! Can't you understand I don't love you anymore!" Felix said and pushed changbin's hands away.
"Goodbye." Felix said and stood up to leave. Changbin kept crying over and over. He couldn't believe felix left him. How does he not love him anymore?
°^1 year later°^
Changbin has still been sad to the point that he got depression. He couldn't stop think about felix. How they would go on dates. Cuddle. And enjoy themselves together.
He became more depressed when he found out that felix had a boyfriend. Changbin would stalk his instagram and saw that his name was hyunjin. How was hyunjin better than him? Does felix love hyunjin more than him?
Changbin gathered his things and get out of his house. He went to a high bridge and looked down.
°^Meanwhile with Felix^°
"I think we should break up hyunjin." Felix said.
"Um ok."
"You don't care that I'm breaking up with you?"
"Of course not. I was just using you for your money. I have all the things i need now. I'll be on my way." Hyunjin said and left felix's house.
Felix sat there in shock. He didn't think hyunjin would ever use him. Has someone ever just loved him for being himself?
Yes.
Changbin.
"Changbin. I need to find him. He was the only that actually loved me. He never used me for anything." Felix said to no one in particular and went to changbin's best friend's house. Chan.
Felix got inside his car and drove fast.
He soon arrived and got off. He stood in front of Chan's door and knocked on it.
Chan then opened the door and put an angry face for felix once he saw him.
"You bitch! What are you doing here!? To ruin my life now! Haven't you had enough already!?" Chan was furious.
"W-what do you mean? I came to ask you where changbin is. I have to tell him that i still love him."
"Are you fucking serious!? What's wrong with you!?" Chan asked.
"What's wrong with you!? I just asked you where changbin is so i can talk to him!" Felix yelled.
"Changbin's dead! And it's all your fault!" Chan yelled at felix, tears in his eyes.
Felix eyes widened. "W-what do you mean he's dead?"
"I mean he's dead! He committed suicide a year later after you broke up with him."
"H-how do you know? Why didn't you stop him!?"
"Here." Chan said and showed his conversation with changbin.
Chan
Hey binnie we should hang out soon.
Changbin
Channie. What's the whole point of living if your life is gonna go horrible?
Chan
Changbin what do you mean? Are you ok? Do you want me to go with you?
Changbin
No. It'll be too late either way. You won't be able to catch me. I love you channie. Goodbye.
2 days ago
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"And then a day later it came out that he committed suicide."
"What!? Two days ago? I'm such an idiot. Aahhhh." Felix grabbed his hair.
"Why? Why did i have to let him go!? I want my changbin back. I can't live without him. I have to kill myself."
"Felix stop! Killing yourself won't bring changbin back to life. He would want you to be alive. Please don't do it." Chan said crying again.
"I-i'm sorry. It's all my fault. It's all my fault! I'm so sorry changbin! I'm sorry!"
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I'm not very good at writing angst.
Sorry you didn't like it.🤧
Luv u grapes💖🍇
9/26/20
