"For me for sure changbinnie is last." Changbin heard felix say as he saw him and seungmin talking on the couch. Changbin was gonna get a water bottle but then he heard the youngers talking about the members.
"He's just not too handsome." Changbin couldn't hear anything anymore and just ran to his room, shutting the door behind him.
Meanwhile with the youngers, "Haha i was joking. Changbinnie, he's really handsome. He has a really good jaw and looks sexy. That's one thing i like about him. He's also my number one on the handsome list from stray kids." Felix smiled.
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Changbin stared at the mirror and noticed all his features. His skin was getting really dy and how a small pimple appeared on his cheek due to stress. Then, his weight. He noticed that he's been getting chubbier. He wanted to stop eating as he looked at his body get bigger.
Changbin sighed and went to the studio. Maybe producing music will release some stress. He grabbed his jacket and a mask to hide his face from everyone now. He felt insecure. He wanted no one to see him.
Soon, he arrived at the studio and placed his things down. He grabbed his chair and laptop to produce music. Then, he heard the studio door open.
"Oh binnie, i didn't know you were gonna be here." He heard chan say.
"Oh ah it's because I wanna work on a new song or maybe you want me to help you with something?"
"Oh could you please? I've been wanting to produce something but I would really want someone's help."
"I could help you channie. It'll be no problem." Chan smiled at the shorter and sat on his chair.
"Ok here it goes." Chan played the verse and then soon it finished.
"I'll help you um let me see." Changbin turned Chan's laptop towards his direction. He was about to make changes but the saw his reflection of his face. How disgusting he looked. He didn't look handsome at all like felix said.
"Changbin?"
"Uh- sorry channie hyung." Changbin tried to focus on the screen but couldn't because he could still see his reflection.
"Changbin what's wrong with you? This is the second time. What's wrong tell me."
"It's nothing channie hyung." Changbin shook his head.
"Changbin don't you understand!-" Chan slammed his hands on the table. "Don't keep secrets from me."
Changbin felt tears already falling from his cheeks.
"I'm sorry channie hyung. I-i really am." Changbin continued sobbing.
"What's wrong binnie? Please tell me." Chan said in a calm voice.
"I heard a conversation with minnie and lixie that i was the least handsomest and had no good looks basically. Then I took a look at myself and then realised that felix was right, I'm not handsome; I'm disgusting.
"Baby look at me, you are not disgusting. You should have heard the rest they said. Binnie it was all a misunderstanding. You were actually number one on felix's list. I was hearing the whole conversation."
"R-really?" Changbin sniffled.
"Yes baby. Come here." Chan extended his arms and brought the younger into a big hug.
"Thank you channie. I really needed that hug."
"You're welcome binnie. Now i want you to go back to the dorms and take a rest ok?"
"Ok channie hyung. Thank you."
You're welcome binnie." Chan waved goodbye to Changbin and soon the smaller left.
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12/26/20
I'm sorry this took long😭
Like i said already... School.. Its literally a pain.
