Description: Felix finds changbin cutting himself.
Genre: Angst Fluff
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"Ow." Changbin said as he slit his wrist. He was currently locked inside the bathroom cutting his wrist. He tried to keep his cries low so he bit his lip.
"Changbin you in there?" He heard felix, his boyfriend, asked while knocking on the bathroom door. He wiped away his tears and cleared his throat to talk.
"Y-yea I'm here. Do you need something?" Changbin asked, his voice sounding weird due to his crying.
"Baby are you ok? You sound weird." Felix asked tried to unlock the door but it was no use.
"Yea i-i'm fine." Changbin said but didn't hear a response. He thought felix had just left him alone already. He went back to what he was doing but going deeper in this time. More blood spilling from his arm.
He then heard the door unlocking and panicked. The blood that was on the floor, started getting in small little puddles. Changbin grabbed toilet paper and started cleaning the floor but it was too late.
Felix already had opened the door.
"Changbin! Baby what are you doing!?" He ran towards changbin and picked him up from the floor. He got his arm and turned the water on.
"I told you to never do this again! Why? Why would you do it? You're perfect! Don't listen to what people say. I will always love you for who you are! Please. Please never do it again. Promise me."
"F-felix-"
"Promise me!"
"I-i promise i won't ever do it again. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I-i just don't like who i am. I feel like i got more chubbier and uglier. I've gone outside and people give me judgy looks like if i didn't belong there. I just wanted to hide or not be in this world anymore." Changbin said and soon started crying.
"Baby you are not ugly. You are the most beautiful person i have ever seen and I'm glad you're boyfriend. I love you so much. I'm the luckiest person ever if I'm dating you. You're so nice, adorable, cute and beautiful. Never think you are ugly or chubby. You are perfect to me and I'll never trade you for anything in this world." Felix finished saying and then put changbin's arm in the water to rinse the blood away.
Changbin winced but still kept his arm there. Soon enough, the blood was gone from his arm and felix went to get some bandages. He wrapped them around changbin. Then he went to clean up the blood from the floor. He soon finished and stood back up to look at changbin.
"I-i'm sorry lixie. I didn't mean to. P-please forgive me." Changbin said and pouted.
"Of course i do baby. Never do that again. Come on let's go cuddle." Felix grabbed changbin's arm and led him towards their room. Felix closed the door and they both laid on the bed.
Felix spooning changbin.
"I love cuddling with you lixie. Makes me feel save and happy." Changbin smiled and snuggled closer to felix.
"I love cuddling with you too baby. You're so small and cute. I wish we could stay here all day. But sadly we can't due to schedule. We still have enough time tho." Felix said and kissed changbin's forehead.
"Even if it's just one minute with you, I'm still happy for the time we spend together. I'm grateful for you felix. I thought no one would ever love me but when you asked me out, i felt so happy i wanted to cry. I overreacted a bit but I didn't even care. I was too happy to care." Changbin said
"I have actually liked you for a very long time and felt really nervous when I thought about asking you out. But when you said yes, it made me the happiest person ever. I didn't think you would actually said yes but you did. Thank you very much baby." Felix smiled.
"Your welcome lixie. I'm glad you came in my life." Changbin said and yawned.
"Are you sleepy babe?"
"Yes. Can we go to sleep please?"
"Anything for you baby. Goodnight."
"Goodnight lixie."
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10/17/20
