TᕼEY'ᖇE ᑕOᗰIᑎG - A MCYT zombie AU

Stay alive, for me (Chapter 1)

Skeppys POV

Me and Badboyhalo were going about our daily search for food, just our regular routine. Me and Bbh have always been close, yes sometimes i'm a jerk to him but i just really care for him and his amazing and kind heart. At this time we were in a flower field trying find berrie bushes and i was just about to kill a pig with a bow before he ran off "damn it!" i mumble "Language Skeppy! Maybe we should split up we can find more food that way! I'll be fine on my own." Said Bbh as he picked up a poppy and smiling taking off his hood with his other hand uncovering his face for me to see his wide smile and shaggy brown hair. "yeah i think that's fine just actually get food and we need a code word if  we run into one of the infected." once i said that Bbh sighed " how dare you, you meanie muffin. Plus i doubt we will run into the infected in the middle of nowhere Skeppy"  i nod and say "okay fine just meet back here in 10 to see what we've collected." Bbh nods and throws his hood back on and walks off. Okay now just me, I've been nervous about the infected since the outbreak in the city near us. They start by making people aggressive and then you turn grey and sickly but the worst part is after that, they crave humans and the second they have you, you turn into one of them. The cases have been going up so i wanted to stay safe by going to a cottage with Bbh instead of staying in the city where we could get really sick. As i continue walking i see the pig from before and i pull back my arrow and i shoo- "AHHHH SKEPPY HELP!!!!" I let go of the bow in a panic and the pig dies put i sprint over trying to find him as his screams for me ring through my ears. Finally i see Bbh on the group around people i assume are on the second stage of being infected as i see there skin seem a light grey and i pull out my knife as my heart rate speeds up from adrenaline. They look at me and run at me and i hold one back and slit her throat with my knife and grab boy by the skull when he tries to stab me with a knife and it gets stuck in the tree and i bashed his skull into the tree beside me quickly and i ran to Bad. "bad are you okay?" i say as tear fill my eyes "I'm not going to make it through...they didn't bite but they had a knife and a crowbar that they hit and stabbed me with" he said before coughing up a little blood "n-no stop talking it's okay...you'll be fine i promise" i say as i pick him up and start to walk back and he whispers "please lay me down at the flower field...don't cry Skep" i sniffle and say "o-okay..." I lay him down by the pink roses, it's his favourite because of the meaning of them. they mean who he his, gentle and happy and he says "thank you, promise that you'll live on for me. Stay alive, for me." i say "no your not going to die don't say these things please! your my best friends don't leave me!" I hold him close and he goes limp as i cry into his chest, i feel his body go cold " NOOOOOOOOO!" I scream

 "NO!" I wake up and realize that it was the same dream as always. Losing my best friend loops in my head over and over again and it wont stop. I get up and head to the bathroom, it's been 4 months since that dreadful day and the cases of the disease only go up. I unwrap my left arm and look at the mark then i sigh. I grab the razor blades from the razor and i push them against my skin.

 I'm numb but this makes me feel something, pain.

 Nut its not even close to the pain i felt that day. As i bleed out i go to the sink so i don't bleed on the white tiles and as i finish. He told me to stay alive but what if i don't feel alive and i'm breathing? I just want him back, why did i let him go....its all my fault. i break down crying uncontrollably. comed back Badboyhalo....just one more time. i cant be me without you because you made me, me. i should have never let him go off on his own. But I have to

Stay alive, for him.

-okayyyyyy was that good? i tried your first idea @Sylvie_123! so yay i hope you liked it <3-