Haikyuu!! Oneshot AUs

IwaOi- "Hope Not"

Inspired by Blackpink's song "Hope Not"
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Iwaizumi ruffled his hair in frustration, watching as Oikawa pushed his body to its limits. "OI!Oikawa! I told you to go home already!" 

The other ignored him as he continued practicing. When they lost in the Spring High Playoffs, Oikawa has been indulging himself to continuous practice with the goal of improving. Iwaizumi sighed and walked over to Oikawa. When suddenly Oikawa's knees gave out.

"This is what I'm talking about!" He rushed over to Oikawa and checked if he was okay. He slowly held the other boy's arm.

"Don't touch me!" Oikawa's eyes widened as he looked up to Iwaizumi who also seemed to be shocked. The setter looked away almost immediately, he didn’t mean to do that, “I’m sorry,” he whispered and Iwaizumi tried suppressing his annoyance.

He sighed, “ It’s fine Oikawa, let’s go home now.”  He pulled the setter and gently squeezed his shoulder as a sign of reassurance. “I’ll get your things,” Iwaizumi said and left to go to their clubroom.

He came back only a few minutes later with Oikawa’s bag. “You could just change at your house, it’s already pretty late.” The other did not answer but only remained standing with his head down. “Hey…” Hajime called out softly.

“Are you not going to shout at me like usual?” Oikawa muttered,

“I already did that,” Hajime sighed and reached out for Oikawa’s hand but the latter avoided it.

“I...I’m moving abroad, and I’ll continue playing volleyball there.” Iwaizumi chuckled.

“Yeah, we will, together.” Iwaizumi smiled, Tooru averted his gaze.

“No, I’m going alone.”

“Huh? What do you mean, Oikawa?” He looked at the latter in confusion.

“I’m leaving you here,” Oikawa continued to avoid making any eye contact. 

Silence filled the two until Iwaizumi decided to break it with an awkward chuckle. 

"Okay, if that's what you want" He took hold of Oikawa's hands and gently tugged it, "We would graduate in two weeks and we can talk about that soon, but right now you really need to rest." 

No, stop being nice to me. I don't like it, I hate it. Oikawa tightly shut his eyes as he made Iwaizumi let go of his hands, and that finally made the other snap. 

"What is wrong with you, Tooru?! You've been like this for days now and you told me that you were fine after we lost!What is it now?!" He was heavily breathing as Oikawa stared at him with wide eyes.  Iwaizumi realized what he just did and cursed himself, 'Fuck your temper Hajime', he shook his head."Sorry, I snapped. I just… I've been worried about you for days now, you're making yourself suffer so much when you don't have to." 

Yeah, and as I do, you continue to suffer too

"Let's break up" Iwaizumi's eyes widened. 

"Stop joking, I'm seriously losing my mind now, It's not funny." Suddenly the tension rose and Oikawa felt it hard to breathe. 

"I'm not joking,"The setter uttered "Iwa-chan, when you're with me, you're not growing. I'm always about me and you're always about me too," he continued. 

"And that's okay. You can be selfish sometimes and I'm fully aware of that, and I'm willing to love that side too" Iwaizumi assured him. 

Tooru shook his head, "No," he clenched his fist. "Iwa-chan saved me before but I have never done that to you. I….love you, I really do, but not as much as I do with volleyball and that's not okay at all."