Kuroo x Y/n fic

Chapter 10

This is a little longer than usual, last chapter tho.

Its been a week since Kuroo's passing. You haven't gone anywhere, haven't done any work, and haven't seen anyone. Kenma came over once to check up on you. Of course, you were horrible. You felt so guilty, and just sad. Your heart still ached. Every night you'd have a dream/nightmare of Kuroo. 

It would start of like a dream. He'd be home and ya'll were cuddling. It was a good day. Then he'd have to leave. Sort of like what happened in real life. But the twist that makes it a nightmare is. He didn't come back, so you went out to look for him, and you find him. Your the one who found his dead body in that hotel. You'd wake up, in Kuroo's bed, in sweat and screaming. The vision of the scene and his corpse haunted you. 

Now it's been two weeks later, and todays the funeral. His body was cremated, but still. You were shaking while getting ready. You put on a black dress of yours. It wasn't the most appropriate, but it wasn't that bad and it was his favorite. You didn't do any makeup cause you already knew you'd cry. 

Kenma came and ya'll went together. You saw his family there, including his parents, and hugged them. You were close with Kuroo's family and friends. Kenma stood next to you the whole time cause he thought you'd pass out. 

When you cried too much or the pain was too much for you, you'd pass out. His parents asked you to make a speech last minute. You were shocked and thought whether to or not. But you decided he'd have wanted you to. You nodded your head. So when it was time for the speeches you got up. 

"Hello. Im y/n, Kuroo's girlfriend... He was, special. (You started to choke up, so you took a moment) The only person in the world that could make me happy. He is... was, the sweetest, most caring soul. I miss Kuroo everyday. I hope he's watching me from heaven now. 

I just wish I could see him again. I know that he'll want us to move on, and keep going. Because he cares so much for all of us. But it's so hard when such a amazing human is gone now. I love him and now..." 

You started sobbing again, so kenma came on stage and got you off. You stood at the side while Kenma finished for you. "And now, Kuroo's gone. But he's in a better place watching over us. He was my big brother, and it breaks my heart for him to be gone. Kuroo, we all love you." Kenma got off stage and stood next to you. 

The ceremony finished and you went home with Kenma. "Y/n, can you show me some of Kuroo's stuff?" Kenma asked you once you got home. You looked at him, "You want me to show you his stuff?" "Yeah." he responds. You guys go into his room. The only thing that's been touched since his passing was his bed because of you. 

Kenma sits on the bed and you look around his room for something interesting. You find a cat plushie, "This was one of his favorite things." You hand it to Kenma. He looks at it confused, never taking Kuroo for a plushie guy. 

"He got that at a carnival me and him went to. I asked him to win it for me, and he did. But he kept it for himself. He practically begged for it." you said. You managed to get a slight smile on your face from the memory. 

Kenma sat there just listening to you go on about different memories of you and Kuroo. That's what you wanted. Someone to just listen. Listen to the happy times, cause then you'd listen to. By yourself, you were trapped by the bad memories and the sadness. Kenma also asked for some stuff to keep, and you said sure. He took a box of some stuff and left later. 

You were laying in Kuroo's bed again and drifting to sleep thinking about that carnival night. It's the next morning and you decided to go to class and work. Now the time is going by, and you've slowly started functioning again. 

Now it's been a couple months since his passing. You moved out of your old place because, its pretty obvious. In your new place, you have most of Kuroo's stuff. His friends and family took some of it, so you had whatever's left. You don't have those bad dreams as often, and you don't cry everyday. 

When you really think about his death, your heart shatters all over again. But you've managed to gain somewhat of yourself back. Everyday you think and thank Kuroo for everything. He was the love of your life.

If you wanna know what happens... You graduate and go off to get your dream job of (whatever it is). You move to (your dream city/country). You live your life, made lots of new friends. You see Kenma when you go home, cause he lives in home city. And you've never dated again. You do hookup with people and shit, but not date. You don't wanna give your heart to anyone but Kuroo. You love him till the day you die. And based on whatever you might believe, that's what happens. If you believe in an afterlife, well Kuroo's there and ya'll get each other back :)

The End.