ADDICTED TO YOU

Chapter 8

I woke up with the strong urge to throw up what I had for dinner.... oh! I remember I didn't have one, all I had for the day was a bagel for breakfast skipping lunch. I feel really bad it's like I'm running down with a cold. My eyes were betraying me, I was slowly opening it up.... trying to shake myself  from the sleep I had divulged in. I was greeted by dark painted ceiling and when I finally had my eyes open this..... bewitching emblem inscribed on the center had my world into a hault.... I didn't know for how long I had been captivated by it... I just felt safe....warm, pushing myself up... I tried to move, the whole room had this perfect meld of raven and pure white accents, on the corner was a somewhat library innards the wall, I strolled towards it and as my hands travelled along the edge of the books my eyes were caught by the light coming from the slightly open blinds..... lifting my hands to shield my eyes. The reverie I was in was shaken off by the sound of that voice, his voice. Was he the one who saved me?

My vision was hazy, my nerves going haywire, but I tried to stand still.... weighing my options to whether speak up first or let him....

"You're finally awake."

Turning around I saw him leaning on the door, with hair slightly disheveled covering a portion of his almond brown eyes, he was wearing this dark long sleeve shirt with the first two buttons undone. I felt something inside me, loving the sight... but I had to keep it together, and not succumb to this gorgeous being infront of me, noticing that I had my hands clenched in the hem of my dress... wait, dress? I swear I didn't remember wearing a dress when I got out last night

.... and on que as if he'd read my mind he uttered those words.

"Natalia."

His eyes roamed my body, his gestures were clear, Natalia was the one who changed me. I felt conscious... with the way he looked at me, touching the material of my dress I noticed that it was hugging my body in the right and exact places.

"Why were you out last night?"

"For no reason."

He doesn't need to know anything, I can handle this alone. It's not like I have to report to him what happened....

Why can't you? You know you need him.

No I don't.

Yes you do.

Didn't you hear me? I said I don't need.... him, I don't need anybody.

When are you gonna put in that thick head of yours that you need him? Are you never gonna let him in?

I was going insane, arguing with myself. Should I tell him? I was weighing the consequences... should I or should I not? My problem wasn't his and to burden someone with my own was the last thing I wanted to do. To let him in... I don't know, I--- I just don't know.

"Don't lie, I can hear your heart."

He was intently looking at me, waiting for my answer. His senses knew I was lying... he sees every inch of my movement, he hears every sound I make. How am I suppose to lie to him if he's always one step ahead of me.... the perks of being what he is.

"Nothing I can't handle."

"Then why were you out in the cold and walking that fucking road alone?"

The authority and power on his voice was intimidating, he looked different from the person whom I caught a glimpse sleeping during the first day nor the person who got bored talking to Officer Botti.... is it his wolf talking? Is he worried about me?