social media ➶ p.sunghoon

nine; shattered

entry six;
it's been three fucking days without talking to sunghoon. i didn't spam spam him because i don't wanna get blocked.. sunghoon can get annoyed very easily which scares me. BUT i talked to jake and jake said to just give sunghoon space.. bruh it breaks my heart because sunghoon was the only person i really opened up to. besides the boys i go to school with.. to be honest i'm gonna miss them LML and i rarely miss anyone. ugh, i hope sunghoon texts me or calls me soon. i sit around all day and stare at my phone waiting for sunghoons name to pop up on my phone. NO! no! i did not fall in love with him, love is disgusting!

- at school -

<namjoon> byeol! did you see this yet? *shows byeol a picture of sunghoon and girl together*

<byeol> um.. no actually *byeol takes the phone* who is that? *byeol looks at the photo, she said exams the two in the photo*

<seokjin> SHES A LEGEND-

<byeol> mm doesn't ring a bell.. remember i'm an outsider compared to all of you and i didn't have electronics like that

<yoongi> that's IU, everyone loves her

<hoseok> jungguk is deeply in love with that woman

<byeol> are they siblings or something?

<namjoon> HELL NO!

<byeol> a family member? you guys act like i'm gonna know right away *plastering a serious look on her face, she hands the phone back. her arms lay out on the table; her hands crossed together*

<hoseok> uh.. i think they're dating because IU posted him and her too on her instagram story

<byeol> ohhh, really? why are you guys telling me this for? me and sunghoon are literally friends, he can date whoever he wants

<yoongi> are you sure?

<seokjin> you can talk to us if anything

<byeol> of course i'm sure, me and sunghoon have never met in person anyway. we're just online friends *the boys nod, they knew she didnt look or feel alright; she takes out her notebook and writes, as always*

entry seven;
wow.. i think my heart just shattered. i just lied to jin, yoongi, hoseok, and namjoon about how i feel.. i don't feel okay. i'm not sure. and i for sure don't like this, sunghoon went out with IU but couldn't text me? and jake. jake is probably covering for sunghoon, jake made me feel bad for sunghoon. made me feel guilty but in the end, i didn't even do nothing. i'm on the verge of tears writing this but i can't let it out because the guys are at the table :(. i'm gonna stop here because i'm boutta let a waterfall fall HAH. k bye

<byeol> excuse me *byeol slides her pen intro he crease of the notebook; excusing herself she jogs to the restroom with her head low. not glancing at the boys. they watch her figure slowly leave the room*

<yoongi> i knew she was lying

<namjoon> she left her black notebook behind.. i should probably close it all the way *namjoon, reaching for the plain black notebook, about to close it until someone stops him*

<seokjin> WAIT, we should read it

<hoseok> NO! that's her privacy

<jimin> who's privacy?

<jungguk> we just saw byeol crying *jungguk stuffs his mouth with chips*

<taehyung> did namjoon hyung scare her again?

<namjoon> no, sunghoon might have broken her

<jungguk> that dude from korea?

<jimin> why you say it like that? we're from korea too *slaps jungguk in the head*

<taehyung> THATS BYEOLS JOURNAL! *taehyung picks it up*

<hoseok> PUT IT DOWN! it's not your thing to read

<yoongi> uh.. i don't think it's a good idea to read her journal.. she said it's for her and herself only. not only that she needs it to keep track of her feelings.. if you guys didn't know. byeol has depression

<jimin> WHAT THE HELL- she seems okay though

<yoongi> depression can be hidden

<seokjin> okay.. maybe we shouldn't read it then *he takes the journal and close it*

<jungguk> so.. what do we do with byeol?

<hoseok> give her time

<yoongi> just check on her every now and then

<taehyung> okay.. well byeols coming back

<byeol> *she didnt bother to be aware of her surroundings much; she just grabbed her things and packed up* hey guys, i'm gonna head out early. if the teacher asks, i went home cause i felt sick *the boys nod, not wanting to ask her anymore questions knowing she doesn't feel alright. she gives out a week smile and walks off with that*

<seokjin> awe man, now i feel bad *he sits down and pouts*

<jungguk> *shakes his head* young love

<jimin> not trynna sound mean but.. IMAGINE CATCHING FEELINGS OVER TEXT HAH

<namjoon> see this is why you never have a long lasting relationship

<yoongi> HAH! he got you there