Realisation

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I realise now, of all times, that it was never you I loved.

However patronisingly pretty your half-slurred words appeared to a starved mind and cold body, I never loved you.

Though your teeth pressed into my skin as you smiled, I never loved you.

It wasn't you I loved. It was the places, the things, the reflections in your eyes, the coral and birds. Your foreign familiarity. I loved the sea settled in those sockets.

It was never you I loved.

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