Hostage.

Chapter Six.

Nate had been staying with me for roughly two weeks, everything was great! It was like having a roommate which was nice considering my siblings upped and left.

"I'm heading shop, do you want anything?" He asked standing over me as I laid on the sofa flicking through the telly.
"No thank you" I smiled back up at him. I heard him grab the house keys before heading out of the front door, since the whole thing with Rocco I decided to only have one house key, no spare. I headed upstairs for a shower, I reached my room walking through it when something caught my eye, or should I say someone.
"Get out-" I was cut off by a hand around my throat.
"Listen here you dirty little whore-" He spat as he tightened his grip. "You belong to me" He growled as I began to claw at his hands.

BANG!

I heard it before I felt it, my whole body being slammed against the wall just by one simple hand around my closing throat.

"I-I'm-" I tried my best to speak but it was no use, it was hard enough gasping for air, I felt tears fall from my eyes as his turned darker.

BANG!

And again. My body shook with silent sobs as I didn't know what else to do. He had hours on his hands to torture me before Nate would be back.

He finally dropped me to the floor letting me finally cry out as my body collapsed. I pulled my knees tightly into my chest, I didn't know what to do, or say, I felt like I was with Matt all over again.

"I'm sorry" I started he took a step forward making me flinch, automatically covering my face. "Nothing happened I swear!" I yelled. I felt him in front of me for a minute before he took my hands pulling them away from my face.

"I believe you" He said softly. I broke down crying at his words, why do I still care about him after he went back to Sophie? Why did I care about him at all.

"I just need some space" I muttered, scared of his reaction, but instead he just nodded and left the room. I sat there for a couple of minutes crying some more before finally picking myself up to shower.

This time I sat at the bottom, letting the water drench me, wishing it would drown me. I cried some more before stepping out, I just got to my bedroom door way when a force shoved me down onto the new bed, I looked up to see Rocco. I thought he left?
My thoughts were cut short when I felt his lips on my neck, I gasped as I went to push him off only to realise his hands were holding my wrists above my head. "Rocco-" He stopped what he was doing and looked down at me, I caught eye contact with him for a split second, what the Hell was going on with him.
"You just went back to Sophie, I need time-" His hands gripped tighter on my wrists. His eyes darkened and something in me clicked.
'He doesn't want to love me, he just wants to own me'

"Let go of me Rocco" I seethed out through gritted teeth. His mouth turned upwards into a nasty sneer, I tried to wiggle out of his grip only to realise I was in fact naked, rubbing myself against him, now if anything happens I'm pretty sure this wouldn't stand up in court.

"Stop Moving" He spat out, I tried to move slower so it wouldn't effect him but apparently it still did, his hand cupped me making me freeze, I looked into his eyes again to see his daring nature coming out. He put more pressure on his hand against me making me hold my breath, I was trying my hardest to not show any form of reaction but it was harder than it looked.

I felt his finger moving towards my bare and naked opening, he gently rubbed my clit for a few seconds before harshly slamming two fingers straight inside of me. I closed my eyes, biting my lip, I was trying so hard not to give him a reaction until he started pumping, I couldn't help it, I pressed myself further into his hand as I gripped his arms, he always had a way with my body, one I couldn't explain, I couldn't help it anymore, my back arched as my legs began to shake, I felt myself clench making him bring up his speed within seconds I could feel it coming, and I couldn't stop it, a wave came over me making me collapse from my arched position, I could feel the myself covered as I guessed his hand was, I looked up at him to see him unbuckling his belt, then undoing his buttons, I let my head fall back on the bed as I realised I couldn't keep up with my own rules.

Neither of us kept track of the time but we never stopped, we kept going and going, we didn't try and be quiet either to the point we didn't hear Nate come in, nor did we hear him come into the room.

"I'll be in the kitchen!" He yelled through as Rocco and I stopped in shock. I shoved Rocco off me quickly rushing to the bathroom, I cleaned myself up before changing and heading downstairs to where I found Rocco and Nate talking.

I could feel the heat rising to my face as they both stopped to look at me, Nate smiled whilst Rocco smirked.
"Please, don't stop on my account" Nate chuckled and went to dish me up whatever take away he grabbed on his way back from food shopping.
I've learnt something since living with Nate, he does a massive food shop and then has no energy to cook after, he does make me laugh. We all suddenly stopped when I heard a knock at the door, I noticed Rocco tense up as I went to answer it, I could already feel the dread wash over me.

I opened the door to see the one person I hate more than anyone in this world.
"Where's my boyfriend" She demanded, emphasising on the 'my'.

I give up. I just opened the door wide enough for her to step in, I watched the shock cover her face as she indeed came in. She looked over at Rocco and Nate, I noticed her eyes light up at Nate.

"What the Hell are you doing here?" She spat at him. He smirked at her as I just sighed, I didn't want anymore drama, I didn't want him anymore, it's time to call this quits even if it makes me the bad guy.
"Sorry, it's my fault" I forced a small smile on my face. "I asked him to come round and see me, he did but once he got here he told me he didn't want me anymore because he has you" She gave me a small smile before turning to Rocco.
"Is this true?" He looked at me with confusion before turning to Sophie.
"Of course Baby" He said cooly before walking over to her. "Should we head home?" He asked putting his arm around her, I felt my eyes sting as I tried to stop the tears, but it was hard, the second the door closed I turned away letting them fall, I stayed silent as I headed upstairs. I didn't want a shower this time, I wanted a bath.

I sat there crying for only God knows how long, the water began to turn cold and I was slowly but surely running out of tears, I had scrubbed my body red raw just trying to get the last bit of him off me, but it just didn't feel like it was working.

I heard the bathroom door open, I couldn't even bring myself to care. I was still sat facing the wall when I heard the shampoo bottle open and being used. Just by his touch I knew it was Nate. He was so soft and gentle, I sat silently letting the tears fall as he began to speak.
"You have a lump on the back of your head" His voice dry and heated.
"I also saw the hand marks around your neck". I began to sob at this point, I know I'm being used! But nothing I do will stop it.

I heard the water shut off as I felt myself being picked up and carried out of the bathroom, I didn't look at him, I was too ashamed. He left me on the window seat bed with a towel as he fetched some of my clothes for me.
"You will get through this" He hummed softly as he helped me dress, I sat crossed legged looking at him afterwards as I took a few tablets from beside me along with the vodka on the floor.

"One way or another" I replied, my voice empty and hallow. He stroked my cheek before kissing me on the head to leave. I cuddled up in that spot and fell to sleep.