Confused Relationship- Malejandro

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⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: Self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempt of overdose⚠️

After about 30 minutes he came out with his jaw clenched and his fists balled up, the boys just looked at him and asked what was wrong and what had happened.

Mattia: they fucking suspended me and the boy and I got more days and I'm benched for the next three fucking games
Roshaun: how many day did you get?
Mattia: a week and he got 3 fucking days

As he told the boys that they saw Mattia's dad coming into the school, once mattia saw him he tensed up as his dad slapped him making him flinch.

Giacomo: che cazzo stavi pensando, stupido ragazzo! Sto prendendo la tua macchina! (what the fuck were you thinking, stupid boy! Im taking your car!)
Mattia: mi dispiace papà (I'm sorry dad)

The boys all saw mattia tearing up in fear as his dad gave him a death stare and yanked him out of the school campus, they all felt extremely bad for what had happened so they went to go get mattia some things to make him happy. After about 3 hours mattia was in his room crying his broken heart out, as he was he heard his parents arguing for the 2nd time from the past 3 hours making him go into his bathroom and grab one of his razor blades. As he held onto the razor he slowly stabbed it into his arm making him shut his eyes and cry even more.

one for being a failure son
another one for always making my parents fight
another one for making gianluca feel left out
another one for being a mistake
NEXT ARM
one for being a mistake
another one for never speaking up for what's right
another one for being a pussy
another one for being a sinful son

As he finished cutting he cried more and more as he added to his old scars and slowly cutting 3 more in each arm again, as he finished he just let his blood drop down as he grabbed all his hidden bottle of Xanax. Take all for being a disgrace, no one loves you! You dont deserve to be alive, you're going to hell anyways. Mattia cried even more as he grabbed a hand full of pills putting them into his mouth, before he could even swallow them the boys managed getting in through his window and made him spit out all the pills as he broke down in their arms.

Ale hugged him as mattia began bawling his eyes out into the olders arms, as he was they heard his parents arguing as gianluca came into the bathroom and saw mattia crying and bleeding. The younger panicked as he ran to hug him and make sure his big brother was okay, all the boys helped mattia up and cleaned his cuts as he layed down cuddling in ale's arms crying lightly now. Gianluca was now asleep on the couch mattia had in his room, while he was all the boys stayed to comfort mattia until they all had to leave but ale stayed. After a while mattia got up and took gianluca to his room and once he got back he locked his door so his dad wouldn't get in to hurt him, as he did he laid down and looked at Alejandro who was also laying down.

Mattia: ale?
Ale: yea?
Mattia: can you hold me as I try to sleep?
Ale: sure

The two began to cuddle as ale began playing with his hair as they both listened to Mattia's slow playlist, after a while the two teens began humming with the music and were smiling slightly. About a couple minutes later the two slowly fell asleep, as the two slept a storm began forming in the dark skies. As it formed it made a loud thunder crack making ale wake up as the lights instantly went out, when they did he just layed there admiring the taller sleeping peacefully on his chest.

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