Confused Relationship- Malejandro

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The next day...

Ale's p.o.v.

As I woke up I groaned looking at the time seeing I was late, I instantly jumped out of bed and changed quickly and began running to my lecture. As I entered everyone turned to me and I nervously smiled and made my way to my seat where I began taking notes, as I was I felt someone staring at me making me look up and see mattia and jaymin staring at me making me smile nervously and look back down at my notebook. After the whole school day ended I went to the cafe on campus and began to study some of my things and as I was I began doing small drawings and in a notebook, as i was drawing i saw a dark figure hover over me making me look up and see mattia I then put my things away tried leaving but he grabbed my arm making me sit back down.

Ale: what mattia?!
Mattia: look I'm sorry about what happened yesterday, it's better if we just forget about it ok?
Ale: whatever, just leave me alone

I just stood up grabbing my things and walked out, as I was walking to the dorms I heard someone calling my name making me turn and see jaymin smiling at me.

Jaymin: hey lover boy
Ale: umm hey
Jaymin: where you headed?
Ale: my dorm, I think I'm alone once again, wanna come?
Jaymin: sure!

As we were walking to the dorm we made small talk making me giggle at some of his jokes, after 5 minutes we finally got to the dorm and entered and sat on my bed. As we were talking and laughing we slowly began leaning in and kissed softly, slowly our lips began moving in sync making me lay down as he began hovering over me. He then broke the kiss and softly kissed my neck making me groan, as we kissed once again I heard the door open making us pull away and see Mattia with a shocked look on his face.

Mattia: ohh my bad, I was just coming to get some things
Ale: i-it's ok

Mattia just gave jaymin an awkward smile and a glare as he grabbed some clothes and some things and left making us just giggle slightly, after we did we slowly began kissing once again. Slowly on thing left to another and we fucked, as we were laying there cuddling on my bed I smiled looking up at him who looked down at me smiling and blushing.

Jaymin: ale, will you be my boyfriend?
Ale: ofc!!

I slowly gave him a small peck and put my boxers on along with him when we did we just cuddled and talked about ourselves, as we were i found out we had a lot in common but yet I was so much different as well.

Mattia's p.o.v.

I couldn't seem to get the image of them kissing out of my head making me groan, as I continued driving I finally arrived at Taylor's and Jenna's apartment and got off with my things and entering. As I entered they hugged me smiling and began talking but I kept spacing out thinking about ale, I'm pretty sure the girls noticed I was spacing out and called my name out several times.

Jenna: you good?
Mattia: umm yea
Taylor: alr what's wrong?
Mattia: ale came back, I kissed him and now he has a guy or something and now I miss him and I can't stop thinking about him
Taylor: but you're with Robert tia'
Mattia: ik
Jenna: maybe hes just trying to get you out of his mind?
Mattia: idk, this is making my head hurt, I just want ale but I'm with Robert and I dont wanna hurt him
Jenna: then tell him tia'
Mattia: maybe i should

I then left and drove to Robert's apartment, as I got there I got off and entered running to his room seeing him studying making him look up and make eye contact with me.

End of p.o.v.

Robert: oh hey baby
Mattia: ok so for what I'm about to say please dont hate me
Robert: ok?
Mattia: I think my feeling for ale are back fully and i don't want to hurt you by leading you on, I'm sorry if that hurts you but we can be like friends with benefits if you want
Robert: that's fine and sure, friends with benefits it is
Mattia: thank you sm for understanding

Before Robert could say anything mattia kissed him making him kiss back and things quickly became heated and one thing led to another, after they finished the two just layed there breathing heavily catching their breath. The two then took a shower and changed the sheets as they fell asleep cuddling, maybe this wont be that bad. Mattia thought and boy was he about to be wrong, the two just held each other and began falling asleep slowly.

Word count: 963
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Authors note: my friend is mad at me for not going to school but I really tried, I have no motivation for that no more, I really tried and shes over here mad at me! Like I fucking tried! She doesnt know what I'm going through, I'm at my lowest rn and all she asks me about is about boys, I literally have no time for them if I dont even love myself, she never asks how I am and if I tell her shes like "same" like dont fucking say same bc ik for a fact you're doing good! Like it just makes me annoyed, N e wayz hope you bby's enjoy this chapter <3

2023 Update: Me and this particular friend don't even talk anymore lmao