Fall in love with Gem

Chapter IV

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In days later. Lapis get some rest her dream so quietly walk a white place. There someone.

"Varian, Where have you been I was so worried about you." Lapis been happily to see Varian in her dream. Hugged

"Yeah, I so Worried about you too Laps." He gently Lapis's hair something wrong with confused.

"Look Varian, I should get the steal a Sundrop Flower and I have feelings for you and I love you Vatian I really do. I'am Sorry do you forgive me."

"Oh, My poor Lappy do you think forgive me?" Varian chuckles and fierce anger.

"What."

"Everything was your fault. I will never forgive you, And I told you never love you, I hate you. Well I want someone else. I need her most. Someone who will somebody will help me." Varian pushed her away turned his back to her started to walk away.

Lapis fell to her kness came streaming tears are falling. Wake up squirm and terrible nightmare looked her friends.

"Lapis are you okay are you dreaming for something? " Steven asked her friend.

"I'am fine Steven its just Nightmare" lapis warm smile to Steven.

"Okay," Steven back laydown sleep. Lapis nightstand curled up she look the night and stars  "Oh...Varian..." She sighed return the sleep squrim and cries stream quietly close her eyes. At the Barn morning Steven was leaving the beach house with Crystal Gems. Peridot was playing with Pet Pumpkin at outside lapis inside the barn she painting and write daily life journal.

Lapis been could turn the page had drawn and painting Varian and Her she not give up on him.

"Hey Lazuil!" Peridot Shouted near way. "Could you help me some many leftover Vegetables, and pumpkin had founded. Hurry!" 

"Okay I'm Coming" She run the Vegetable Patch looked Peridot and Pumpkin bunch of Letticues.

"Umm... Peridot and Pumpkin whats going on? She asked

"Lazuil!" Peridot hide laps's legs and scared "You dont believe this there something moving." She looked letticue moving and Pumpkin growls stared moving. Lapis first walked moving she removed the eatten letticue shocked raccoon eating a apple.

"Ruddiger? Varian's Raccoon." Lapis said widened eyes.

"Who?" Peridot Confused

Lapis holding a Ruddiger thought was real. She looked Varian but he didnt.

"Ruddiger, How do you get here and where's Varian did he missed me." She worried her best friend. But ruddiger sadly down. "Oh, So Varian didnt miss me." Lapis Suddenly. Ruddiger stared Pet pumkin to ready a eat and come race after.

"Umm... Lapis could you help me. Some Vegetable we able eat." Peridot said and lapis softly.

"Of Course."

She grabbed the vegetables the barn and also Peridot help too. After then Lapis crumbled quietly tears. Ruddiger came in jump up and Cuddled lapis's Lap. "I dont know what am i gonna to do ruddiger. Did you go some warpad to able fine me" she asked ruddiger then chittered.

"So, last night You escape cell to the Castle Corona. And you go the warpad to be able fine me?"

Ruddiger chittered said Yes. Peridot walked to join sit with Lapis and also pumpkin.

"Hey, Um.. Lapis i wanna to say thank you for helping." Peridot Smiled

"Really,"

"Yeah You help me alot. We Build this called Meep Morp acutally it like museum or an art, making some invention." She everything to said Lapis been so helpfully and she remember Varian was being helpful

"Thanks Peridot. I been help alot but except Varian." Lapis been Sadly down. "He used to help me alot meanwhile I been helped always to make their Pay with my friends and Rapunzel."

At the Old Corona during the day Varian been also Busy the build the Drill. Lapis wants to help him.

"What happened? Can I help you Varian?"

With raised brows, she examines the oddly appearing his green mass on the
Table, before Varian just gently shoves her away. "No. No, I'll handle this."

"Okay."

She slightly tilts her head. "Let me help you."

If he could actually tell her, what he was working on, he'd probably let her help, but this way...

Varian shakes his head and insists. "No lapis. Really, I-I got this!"

"Sure, Sorry." She warm smile to him.

A tiny repeating noise, a thinking, draws Varian's attention away from the sleep potion. Irritated, he looks up, finding that noise to come from the little bell. The brunette's playfully feeding Ruddiger some apple slices she's cutting for Him.

"All right. Just calm down Lapis and focus, I hope sure Varian silently commands himself."

When Ruddiger fails to catch an apple slice, Lapis holds up, and the chubby raccoon instead tumbles down the table, the girl lets out a tiny giggle "Oh, Ruddiger!"

And Varian darts her a glare. "Lapis, please! I'm trying to concentrate."

"Right, Sorry." She pays him an apology smile, before she puts her fingers to her lips. "Psst, Ruddiger."

The alchemist rolls his eyes. He could just send her room for an moment, he tell her needed some peace and quiet ti work. And he wouldnt even have to tell a lie.

He sighs again the little thinking of the bell, now mixed with Ruddiger's excited, loud chewing noises.

Varian keeps repeating all his former steps the result isnt what he expected and the boy can feel his body tense up. Instead of a powder, the binder turns the potion into goo. That cant be. He's done everything just exactly like he did before. Maybe when he adds a bit more of the binding chem and stirs the mixture. But that does only make it worse. The goo only grows thicker, now sticking to the stirring rod.

The noise lapis bell causes and theb fact, that Varian isnt able to create the substance he needs are enough to make him bolt over to his friend.

Ugently, he grabs her arm and barks
"I said I cant concentrate with all that noise! You just ruined my work! How am I supposed, to get anything done like this!?"

Her bright eyes widen in shock. She dosen't move an inch. Just like Varian.

Its the on her face, that immediately melt his anger. He perfectly remembers the last time, he seen her like this. That hurtful words werent enough anymore, when he violently threw her to her ground.

Shocked by this flash of anger himself, Varian loosen his grip. But before he can completely let go, or maybe even say something. Lapis severely pulls her arms away.

She doesnt say a word. Only her sharp eyes let him know, he gone too far.

Varian open his mouth, wanting to say something anything to let her know that all of people, she was last one, he wanted to hurt. But the words wont come out. Through that look on her face leaves him no doubt, that she's just wanting and hoping for him to say sorry he remians slient.

Varian lets the chance to apologize pass her. He just watches as she gets up and turns to leave. And while the voice inside his head screams for him to say sorry, to make her stay he imstead lies bitterly, "Yeah, Fine by me."

For a moment, Lapis stops in her motion, as if she was to turn back around his words. But she dosent...

With a heavy heart, Varian watches her walk out of the room.

"So you see,I been helped alot with Varian. He temped his anger more hurtful with Me. After that he ruining at all." Lapis softly and touches Ruddiger's fur.

"Hey, Lapis there is nobody mistakes if you love Varian, He always will, If he loves you. Be together." Peridot Smiles.

"Yeah, But He always being angry and he hates me alot. But thank you Peridot." Lapis past peridot walk away the bed.

"Lapis..."