✔Back to You

5

(A/N: Just to be clear if the story still haven't made it clear, Forth is a heartless person. Yes, he's nice and kind and funny but heartless and selfish too whose motto of life is that he can't eat the same food for more than once or twice meaning he hates repetition and always wants something new. He does not care for anyone or anything like he was ready to pack and leave without even a goodbye to his friends. He couldn't be bothered by their feelings and drama.

He does not want any responsibility or any boundary or restriction in his life and always openly claimed that he didn't want any love or family or relation in his life. To him his dream to travel the world and have new experiences aces everything. Even to spare a few minutes to even answer his long time friends calls or messages or mails)

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"No"

Forth blinked. "What?"

Beam pursed his lips and closed his eyes. He mustered up all his courage to push Forth away and turned his head away to hide his pained expression. 

"Beam... Bee please don't do this... you said it yourself... you love me" Forth pleaded and Beam closed his eyes. 

"Forth... I did. I did... for years... yeah" Beam said with difficulty. "And you just saw me being friendly with someone who's not you and you realized... you think you like me? And now you want me to pack and leave with you?" 

Forth chuckled and grabbed Beam's shoulders to make them face each other. "Bee... come on! It's you and me! I... I thought about it before too. Before I left!"

Beam blinked and looked up at him in shock.

Forth smiled at him. "I'll always regret not following my heart then. But I will now..."

Beam felt his heartbeat fasten. Did he hear it right? He opened his mouth to say something when Forth went on. 

"Bee... I can see the whole world alone, but I'm the happiest when you're beside me. I always knew that. I was stupid to not understand it then. But I do now! I'm more mature now! I know my feelings for you! I won't go back without you Bee!" Forth said and kissed his forehead while he stood like a statue. "Come on! Please! Come with me! Look all I need to do is make a call and my team... they'll arrange everything! You'll always be by my side! You love to be with me too don't you? We'll travel the whole world together!"

Beam looked up at him with blank eyes. Forth suddenly felt like he did something wrong, seeing the cold calm in Beam's eyes.

"And what about my son?" Beam asked calmly. "Or did you forget that... detail?"

Forth bit the inside of his cheek. He didn't mean to make Beam think he forgot Arthit. Shit! 

"Bee... ofcourse he will come too! I'll take you both with me! You'll come with me wherever I go! Bee... it will be perfect! It will all be perfect! You, me and Oon... the three of us! He loves me and I love him too! You... know how happy we were yesterday! We'll be happy together!" he laughed. "He will be happy too! Beam, everyday would be like a holiday for him... we'll love him so much! I'll be his father-"

"You are his-" Beam bit his lower lip and sighed. "You want me to... take my son away from his peaceful life and family, leave my life behind and go with you? Overnight? To live your life? To follow your dreams?" He smiled. "Just like that?"

Forth blinked.

Beam looked down with a smile. "You remember that night? We were walking down the streets of Phuket. When Tim came shouting at you? That moment... it was at the tip of my tongue. I love you" he chuckled. "I thought... we would all go our seperate ways after that night... so I will tell you that I've been in love with you since high school..."