Never in my wildest dreams...(a depressed harry/harry is snapes son fanfic)

I love Miraculous Ladybug.I don't care that it's cheesy.It's great. chap 4.

3rd person pov
As soon as severus heard the noise he ran to harry's room as fast as he could and threw open the door. "Harry! What happened!?" he yelled,trying not to be to loud. Harry only backed farther into the corner, he didn't seem to know what was happening. He was just mumbling to himself, something along the lines of "don't hurt me" or maybe it was "i'm sorry"? Severus stopped and looked at his child, trying to think of what to do in this situation, then it hit him "He's having a PTSD attack!" severus realized. Severus, being the head of slytherin, knew how to deal with PTSD attacks so he got to work. He slowly sat down next to harry, noticing him flinch violently and once again cursing those damn muggles. He reached out his hand and touched harry's "Harry. Please, calm down, you're okay...you aren't there anymore, they can't hurt you. Please calm down." severus whispered. Nothing seemed to be getting through to the small child, so severus slowly lifted harry's hand to the wall, making him touch it "You feel that harry? See? You aren't at the dursley's anymore, you're at hogwarts, you're with dad." severus slowly said "Man it feels weird to call myself a dad..." he thought. After a long time harry finally realized that he wasn't at the dursley's and that they weren't there, he calmed down and the PTSD attack stopped, but he was still freaked out. "Harry...i know that you're probably very confused as to who i am and where you are. So i'll tell you, but you have to promise me that you'll listen. Okay?" severus informed harry "O-okay-y..." harry stuttered, obviously nervous. And so severus explained everything. About him being his real father(obviosly leaving out how, gotta keep the smol bean innocent), and how he took him away from the dursleys, how he'd never have to see them again, how he was at hogwarts, until eventualy he was done with his story "S-so...you...a-are my dad? And...and...i-i don't have t-to see them anymore?" harry said in more of a question than a statement "Correct. Did you understand the part about magic and hogwarts too?" severus asked, still suprised at how sweet he was being "W-well...the...t-the...d-dursleys told me that m-magic wasn't r-real. S-so...i just don't g-get it..." harry replied, still very unsure. Severus silently cursed those muggles "How dare they not tell harry about magic! And to tell him that it isn't real!? Unbeleivable!" severus angirly thought "Well...they lied. Magic is real. I will show you some." severus said in a much meaner tone than he meant to, letting some of his anger at the dursleys go towards his son "I...I'm sorry harry. I didn't mean to get angry." severus explained after seeing how scared his tone had made the child. Harry was very suprised by the opology he had gotten. He was suprised by everything. He was suprised that he had a father. He was suprised that said father seemed to care about him. He was suprised that magic really exsisted. He was suprised by the fact that he wouldn't have to see the dursleys anymore. He was just really suprised by everything that has happened within the last couple hours. But he was most suprised at the fact that he some how felt happy. Harry couldn't even begin to remember the last time he had been genuinely happy. He could remember plenty of times when he had faked happiness, but being truly happy was a very rare thing for him. Harry, although still skeptical, opened up a little more. He didn't understand why, but he trusted this man that claimed to be his father. He just knew that he wasn't lying, that he really was his real dad, and that he loved harry and wouldn't hurt him. Even though he had never met someone who didn't want to hurt him, he just...knew this man was kind. Harry was messed up. He had many mental disorders, and had always been hurt and hated. He had always, and still did beleive that he was worthless and freaky, but just this once, he was willing to open up, and allow himself to beleive he can be loved.
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Yo. I'm tired. I should be doing school right now but i just don't want to. There's only a day left till my birthday! It's on the first of october. i'm turning...well...an age. I'm not gonna tell you my age because i don't want to but i will tell you this. I'm defenitly way to young to be on wattpad and to be writing these kinds of stories but imma keep doing it anyway 'cos i don't give a fuck! FUCK 2020!!!