Chapter Nine

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                 I sat struggling to break free from my brothe this can't be happening. I breath in Jason's standing on th other side of the room crying am I'm not sure whyuntil I feel something warm touch my hands. I stop looking at my brothers arms seeing blood race down them. My anger began to take hold of me as I seen it. Why the hell did he stop me? I can't believe he would even consider that bitch walking away in perfect condition.

               " Go make sure she's okay that girl has breath problems when she's freaked out." I heard Justin yell I hissed I couldn;t believe he cared about her safety.

                  " Are you. Well I.. Fine I will please make her calm down I don't like seeing her like this." Jason muttered leaveing the room.

                 " Now you get a fucking grip I know todays been a day but damn it Maya calm your shit she's not worth any of this. You're carrying a child Jason's child at that you need to be careful." Justin said grabbing my hands as I went to swing on him. I couldn't stop I was pissed that she was gone okay. Two that he made me stop. An three most importantly Kirk is really Emmett and they both can just come waltzing into me life again like it never happened.

                  " How fucking dare you do this to me. You're the one person I always counted on you're my damn brother and you let her walk away. That bitch almost killed me she ruined my life they both did I was perfectly happy and then they did that!" I yelled balling my hands at my side

                    " Killing her or him won't bring him back Mymy you know that no matter what you do it won't bring him back. No matter who you hurt you can't get him back damn it Maya I hate him so much for doing you the way he did. I hate the fact he was able to march back into your life after I moved, I hate that that bitch is causeing problems for you again. I'm sorry yes I am your brother I'm here to protect you and my future niece or nephew. I'm your brother who just whooped her ex boyfriend's ass. Only Maya you can't do that you have to think about the fact that your pregnant its not just your life you're risking anymore but the baby's too. I love you Maya I'm bleeding because I had to protect you she was bloody little sis real bloody she doesn't need to die her death won't solve anyhing. Her death wouldn't redeem your dead sons." He said in a soothing understanding tone.

            Tears began forming in my eyes and I couldn't hold them back. I sat there trembling tears streaming from my eyes he was right no matter what I did my baby was dead no one not even god could change that I lost him and theres no way to get him back. I grabbed on to my brother was he rubbed my back I let loose. All my pain came to surrface and I couldn't stop it after two years it hurts so much. I loved him more then my life and did everything I could how could God just take him from me? How could that bitch just kill him and almost kill me? It was so much to wrap my head around I'm not even eighteen yet I still have two months to go and it's going to be hard with them there. Finally after ten minutes I got my sobs under control looking up I saw Jason he look completely heart broken.

            " I'm so sorry I didn't know how to say anything . An I'm sorry I made you bleed justin I'm so sorry. Jason I understand if you don't want me anymore but don't abandon our child. I love you and our baby more then anything  I Just didn't want to loose them too Ican't go through that again." I chocked out as he rushed over to me kissing my forehead and pulling me into his lap.

           " I'm not leaving shh. calm down its going to be okay I won't let anything happen to you or our baby I'll be damned if anything happens to you." he said stroking my hair and kissing my head.

         " I just lost it Kirk let out his secret and Justin beat his ass so I had to get her  too. Its just I had to she deserved it."

       " I'm going to leave you two lovebirds alone." Justin said smiling before walking out the room and I let out a soft chuckle.

       " Babygirl let me tell you something you fucked her up she has a broken nose and a black eye. You are a fighter and fight for what you love and what's right. I don't expect you to tell me the whole story but it's your past I'm your furture I just hope one day you can fell like you can tell me. I'm here for you our child and our life. You are my worl and my life just don't push me away when all I want is to help you and be with you." he said into my ear.

      " Good I'm glad  I did." I smiled then continued, " I won't I love you too and I don't want you to leave I want you to stay, I'm so happy you're so understanding about my past an it's not that I don't want to tell you I just can't stand the pain that comes with the story." I snuggled closer to him when I finished.

       " I'm always going to be as understanding as I can be babygirl but lets go lie down I believe you need some rest." He responded picking me up and carrying me to my room. As he laidme down i snuggled close into my covers looking over at my clock. It was only eight fifty and I was worn out. All the fighting yelling and crying stole my energy. My thoughts began to fade as I fell into a deep sleep.

                                                                  Cheri's P.O.V

                               I stood there infront of my father waiting as he looked annoyed on the phone. His tall figure slouched into his office chair. His raging pulse in his temple was sticking out I'm not sure if I'm the reason he's so pissed or if it's someone else, but honestly I don't want to know. My father is a scary man one whom I've feared all my life. He's the reason I'm injured but no he doesn't care he never has no will he ever. The only things my father cares for our my dead mother, his first born child, power, and money. I am the only thing he truely resents in his life I'm the reason my mothers dead an for that he's dammed me.

                 " Cherice I hope you can explain the out burts of what's going on." he stated setting his phone down looking up at me. I gulped in fear of what he'd do to me an also for  fear hat I might not live to see another day. 

                " I was cornnered at the food court in the mall by two of Maya's friends they ambushed me and took me to her house. I wasn't sure why but when I arrived she was going off she knows who Kirk is he told her and she snapped I'm not sure what happened to him he wasn't there when I arrived. Father please spear me it's not my fault I took the beating without a word without soley mentioning anything about what happened. I'm sorry it escolated but what e;se could I do rat our family out to her and she call the cops." I rambled hoping for the best.

                " Ah very well." he said pausing "An Cherice this is my family not your you lost your place in it after you killer your mother now leave." he voice hit me like venom that awful bastard how could he. I turned walking out of my fathers office and into the kitchen. I rummedged though the refrigorator until I heard someone come up behind me. I froze in my place i waited for whoever it was to speak.

              " She knows little sis but can you explain to me what is it father is pissed about." Kirk said as I went to turn around I heard a gun fireI looked down at Kirk he was fine. Then I felt it the warm blood touching my shirt he, he shot me. " I love you but I can't risk her finding out and you're weak so you'll crack telling her and that's not worth it. You are just like Sasha just you share my blood which is a shame have a nice time in the afterlife little sis." he said kissing my forehead before my vision darkened.

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             This chapter insanely short but I believe I left off in a good place if you ask me comment and tell me what you think of this chapter. An do you guys want to see Jasons p.o.v I know I'm doing Kirks again soon he's hiding something but what is it and what's with thier or well his father?

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