My Girl Got a Gun?! (Romance X Action X Comedy) [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 6

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I woke up in a familiar sensation, the calmness, the serenity, the hand softly stroking my hair, the warm breath in my nape, and the familiar weight of the arms locked in my waist. Everything was a déjà vu. The only thing that’s different was nasa loob ako ng hospital ngayon. I never liked hospitals, isang bagay siguro kung bakit takot akong maospital, parang pakiramdam ko mahina akong tao dito, walang magawa, at naalala ko ang mga panahon na wala pa akong laban sa mga nang-aabuso sa akin, mahinang bata na puno ng bugbog at pasa sa katawan at walang laman ang tyan. I felt my body tense at the scene. Pumapasok na naman sa isip ko ang mukha ng hayop kong ama na na nagtatangkang bubugbugin ang walang labang tulad ko sa tuwing gagawa ako ng mali, at nagtulak sa akin na pumatay ng tao, na hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin matakas-takasan.

                “Mahal ko…” The voice of Gray snapped my consciousness back to reality.

                “Anong iisip mo?” Nag-aalalang tanong niya while slowly stroking my hair away from my face.

                “Wala. May naalala lang ako.”

                Tahimik lang siya. He just stared at me for a while, while looking straight into my eyes.

                “I love you.” He muttered out of nowhere.

I got up of the bed and stared at the floor for so long, I don’t even know.

“…don’t you understand? I’m doing this for you! Ilove you Red! I love you! I love you! I love you!!!... “

 

Ever since we came back from that incident, I still haven’t settled my feelings for him. I ended up passing out that time after the kiss, yeah I know, ang galing naman ng timing di ba? And right now, Hindi ko pa rin alam or Am I just still denying it? But I have reasons, gusto ko siyang protektahan, pero paano ko gagawin yon kung palagi siyang magwawala at susugurin ang sinuman mang gustong pumatay sa akin?

 

I felt him get up too and wrapped his arms around me.

“Gray…I…” I opened my mouth, hesitating to say some words. Mga salita na makapagpapabago sa lahat.

If doing it this way can protect him then I…

“…please give me time to think about it.”

…If hurting him can protect him this way, then I can never say “I love you too.”