I'm sorry for the depressing chapter guys :/
<3 you all.
----Better Left Unspoken
"Addie, you have to eat. Andy won't eat either and you guys have to get better soon." Lilliah said to Addie pleadingly. It had been a week since the accident, Andy finally got released last night. They had barely eaten anything or gotten out of bed long enough to see us.
"I. Just. Can't." Addie said spacing her wods. CC and I had stayed with Addie and the kids until Andy was released.
"No matter what I do I can't get her to eat, The funeral is tomorrow and I don'tthink she willeat until then as much as I hate it." I said to Lilliah who looked exhausted.
"Baby, you tried, We won't give up. Hopefully after tomorrow she will eat" Ashley said kissing Lilliah on the head and hugging her.
"I keep walking to his room expecting him to be in there playing with his toys or coloring, I miss him so much." Addie said looking into space.
"I know sweetie, it's hard on us all especially you and Andy. Just remember we all love you and we will stay here as long as you need." CC said looking over at Addie.
"Uncle Andy?" Hannah said as she walked through the room and climbed on Andy, who had barely said anything all day.
"What sweetie?" He asked and pulled her into his lap. Since Micah had passed away Andy and Addie both had become more attached to Hannah.
"Why can't I play with Mi-Mi? I miss him." Hannah cried into Andy's chest. Hannah had called Micah Mi-Mi since they could remember.
"Hannah, I..." I started.
"Don't worry Abby, I got this." Andy sighed.
"Sweetie, Mi-Mi went to play with the angels. Remember when Shasta died? We told you you would see her again one day. Thats the same way with Micah. He is up there playing with Shasta and all the other puppies and kids. You guys will have all the time in the worldto play then. Okay? I love you munchkin." Andy said as he wiped a tear from his eye.
"Hannah! There you are! Come on and let's go get lunch!" Alianna said as she walked through the room. She was trying tostay strong for her family.
I just hoped we could all stay strong for her too...
----Next Day---
At the funeral everyone is sitting down.
Andy and Addie hadn't stopped crying. It was horrid, they finally closed the casket and the preacher was speaking. Once he finished he asked if anyone wanted to speak. Orianna and Alli stood up and walked to the microphone.
"We wrote this for our little brother. We will miss you so much Micah." Alli said.
Orianna grabbed the microphone as Kason (Ashley and Lilliahs son) grabbed a guitar.
" I never thought I'd find the day I wouldn't see you here
But now that day has come and my face is drenced in tears
I still can't believe your gone so many things I didn't say
I can't accept this, I don't like you being so far away
My Brother, My bestfriend
I can't believe your life came to an end
We didn't always see eye to eye
Alot of the times we made each other cry
My brother my bestfriend.
I will see you again." Alli and Orianna hugged Kason and walked back to there seats. Both of them were crying.
Andy reached over and hugged both of his girls.
I leaned my head over to CC and cried as the preacher finished his speech. We all cried as we walked to our cars to drive to the burial site.
It was a very silent ride over there. Hannah had fallenasleep so Andy walked over to our car when we got th the site and carried her to where Micah would be buried. Andy cried into Hannah's hair as Addie held onto his side and cried. As the preacher told us to place our roses on the casket we were asked to walk away so they could put the casket into the ground.
They finished and as everyone said there goodbyes we walked to the car.
"Mom, did you get a real good look at the casket?" Addi asked me.
"Not really, why"
"Mom, it said on the side 'I'll never let you steal my coffin'" Addi looked at me and smiled.
I looked up, Whatever Micah is doing up there he must have loved that.
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