Until you learn to love yourself

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- Stil the flashback, Lucy's p.o.v -

#" Lucy, the daughter of my friend Lailah, the angel of night and the traitor Lucifer, are you ready? " he asked, starring at me with his red and golden eyes. " I'm ready. "

 " Angels  Slice" he shouted before charging against me and successfully cutting a piece of my clothes as I jumped aside. " You got to pay attention if you don't want to end like your body at earth land " the archangel told me as I jumped aside once more before he hit me with his light sword. " I'm trying but I can't stop thinking about them. " I commented quietly as I was thrown back through some clouds due to his ' Rebirth Ray ' which hit me straight ahead. " Well think about this, three months here are 1 hour there. " he commented as I was finally able to compose myself and flew directly towards him. " Angel's slaughter. " I chanted. My hands glowing with golden fire and a golden light as I punched him and he was thrown back several feet. Before he laid on the floor, holding his head screaming in pain. I didn't know what to do as I flew towards him. " I'm sorry... " I muttered while placing my hand on his bare back, my hands glowing. " I'm... It's okay. " He said before punching me hard on the stomach, sending me flying across the ' field '. " Do not believe everything you see. You need to know that while fighting demons. They will lie to you at every chance they get. " He commented, walking towards me as I spit out blood, thinking about Satan. ' They really hate him... '. " Hate is a powerful word. " Michael said as I realized I said it out loud. " But sometimes it's the right word. " I commented while standing straight, my fists ignited in flames. " Living Redemption " I chanted as a wave of light was send towards the archangel. " Good, but not perfect and perfect is the only way for you to be able damage me. " he replied smiling cockily, waving his hand and making the light fade before it touched him. " Living Redemption " He said, as this time he was the one sending a wave of light against me. I flew back, avoiding most of it as I blocked the rest with my arms. Cuts and Bruises were left behind. " Is that all you've got? " I mocked, picking a sword of the ground. The only problem was that as soon as I touched it, my eyes rolled back, completely black as I totally collapsed on the floor.

" Lucy! " I heard him shout at the distance but his voice quickly faded away. All I couldn't think about was nothing else but how Rin's blade made it's way through my body and how it felt to die. I couldn't feel anything else but the coldness of it. The pain of the injury. The burning on my lungs as I took my last breath. The mere fact of watching everyone's face as I did it. I felt  To see everyone around me breathing normally as I drowned in my own blood. To see his face. His tears. His pain as I could do nothing but slowly drift away of myself, letting nothing but a life-less body to the memory of those I cared about.

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I slowly opened my eyes only to find myself in a white room surrounded by many people. " Where am I? " I asked, yet no one seemed to notice me as I heard what they were saying.

" She is a friend of Satan, the devil himself, why is she in heaven? " A female voice commented

" She even let Satan possess her! " Another voice said

" She's basically made of sin! No doubt she's Lucifer's daughter! "  A deep manly voice added, pointing at me as all I could do was pretend I was still asleep.

" You are right, she need's to be condemned to hell! " a woman with a high voice tone agreed, starring at me with nothing but disgust.

" Enough! " I heard Michael's voice say, followed by a blinding light as the whispers quickly came to a hold. I knew he was there so I slowly opened my eyes. ' They hate me. The ones in heaven ' I couldn't stop thinking about what had just happened as I felt sadness filling me, all over again. I didn't belong there. I wasn't pure enough, or so they said. They, the creatures made of light thought that everything related to the demon, Satan meant sin and betrayal, lost of  the innocense and purity; just like the souls of the people who rested in heaven. They all hated me simply because I saw something inside of Satan they didn't, something they were never be able to see for themselves. 

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