BAD FUCK || vkook [C]

CH19: SECRET

CHAPTER 19

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"so...you would've let anyone top you yesterday, in the state you were at right?" the next question, sure had a lot of venom in it, but how was Jeungguk supposed to justify something he didn't even remember. But he wasn't going down without a fight for sure. So he did give it his best shot.

"Nonono. I remember everything. I really do. I would never let anyone else take me, not even in the drunk state. Please don't leave me Taehyung-ah!" you could say Jeungguk was being shameless and desperate, but love had its own effect on people, isn't it?

"Do you now Mr.Jeon? I don't think so." Taehyung said, walking towards his wardrobe and choosing his outfit for the day. Since it was fashion industry, and it isn't like anyone ever saw Taehyung come and go, apart from Yunki, his assistant Hyuna and now Jeungguk, he went with a casual red silky shirt and black leather pants.

Jeungguk wasn't sure what Taehyung was talking about, but he was ready to stick to his point, trying to justify him waking up in Taehyung's room and letting the elder top. He was going to try justifying something he couldn't remember shit about. The last memory he has is of him drinking the strongest beer of the club and after that his memory seemed to have hit the pause button. Cause the next thing he remembers is waking up in Taehyung's bed. "Of course I do. I remember everything Tae." His voice mustering the best confidence he could find.

He hadn't gotten enough time to register the changes happening around him when he saw Taehyung all dressed up and hovering over him. Jeungguk felt small under the elder's gaze. "Then tell me baby. How did it feel to have me in you?"

Words seemed to have left Jeungguk's dictionary as he couldn't find anything other than. "Good." He himself wanted to smack him and choke slam him on the ground with the reply he gave. But what was said was said and the damage that was done, was also already done. He just had to wait for the aftermath.

"You remember so much of details I see. Then you should also have remembered that I hadn't fucked you as well. I'm sure even in your drunk state, your ego would be skyrocketing to let anyone top you. And also, you were all drunk and crying in the club when I found you there. You had left multiple missed calls and a lot more drunk messages when I finally decided to come and get you. When I went there, I found another woman all up you and your clothes reeked of that perfume. I couldn't bare the smell and I had undressed you before putting you to bed. I had to empty half the bottle of my favourite cologne to get that scent off the room and your clothes." Taehyung's nose scrunched up in disgust on just remembering the smell. It must have been quite strong isn't it?

And that's when Jeungguk realised he had messed up, cause he remembered Jimin saying that Taehyung hated when anyone lied to him, and he just had. "I'm sorry Tae. I don't remember anything from yesterday. I was too drunk to know what I did." he hung his head in guilt.

"It's Mr.Kim for you Mr.Jeon. I don't remember establishing a first name basis relation with you yet." Taehyung had said coldly. Jeungguk looked up at the tone Taehyung had just used on him. It seemed emotionless. Completely void of it. And just with one last look, "I need to get to my office in ten minutes, I would appreciate it if you would leave my house right now so that I can get going as well."

Jeungguk had no other choice, but to leave. And so he did. he went straight to his house and looked at Jimin, who had worry laced everywhere. Looks like he knew what had happened from Taehyung already. But Jeungguk right now, didn't need to be alone, he needed a shoulder to cry on and he chose his elder brothers.

The tears that had been threatening to spill had started to on seeing Jimin standing over there waiting for his brother to return. And so Jeungguk ran to him and let himself cry. He cried out the pain of having yet another one who he loved walk out of his life even before he could give it a try. The Jeons spent the rest of the day on the couch, with one crying his eyes out and the other trying to console him.

The pain was too deep and it cut right over a scar that was already there but was healing when Taehyung had started to come. He had thought he finally had a chance at love, but that same person cut the wound deeper and went away.

Yes, jeon Jeungguk also had his own secret that he was yet to share with anyone. A truth he was ashamed of and the truth that had turned his life around. 

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