Poems of an angsty teen

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"I won't have another best friend"
You say, as you push the button to unblock.
I gave you a choice and you made it,
So why do you act like it's my fault?

I gave you all I could,
I don't know what else to say.
Does it bother me more than it should?
That I'm just able to be thrown away?

"I won't have another best friend"
You say- "but you'll never know me"
Was it all just a lie?
Been here ten years,
And still don't know the guy?

Reduced to a string of numbers..
Is that all I'll ever be?
615-hello, goodbye.
Seeing you only when you please.

"Stand up for yourself"
You'd say, telling me to speak my mind.
Well how 'bout now?
Are you proud?
That I'm finally inclined?