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Truth Hurts💔

{That night i went home with chris and i woke up in one of his hoodies and in his bed it smelled mad nice and i sat up and checked my phone to see that my monthly check was sent to me and i finally had enought to afford everything i needed for an apartment}

Audre- Thank godddd

i heard him in the shower singing then the shower stopped and i paused and i heard him getting ready to get out and i didnt want to see something i wouldnt regret seeing so i ran out the room quietly but i think he still heard me because when i was going down the stairs i looked up and saw a monster he spray painted on his tall ass wall and i thought i was going to die so i tried to hit a quick u turn but failed and tumbled down the stairs and landed right in front of it and when i was laying there all i heard was chris laughing at me from the top of the stairs and and when i finally got to look up he was in a towel and i felt blessed for a couple seconds then i came back to reality and stood up and went back up in the room just to see chris putting on a white t-shirt}

Chris- You busted your ass

Audre- Thats not all i busted...damn

Chris- My friend aint that scary

Audre- Its not!?Wait...You saw all that how long was you watching

Chris- A good minute

Audre- Okay then....anyways i need a ride to my mama house to get the rest of my savings

Chris- Ight let me find a hoodie

I followed him and i saw his giant closet

Audre- Im stealing these

Chris- No you not

Audre- Oh my goshhh...nope im keeping this

Chris- No

Audre- But you wore this in your documentary in no shirt which im fine with but this hoodie and your two nose piercings and the white hat!? I was in love

Chris-*laugh* You a fan huh!?

Audre- Some like that but this hoodie fo sho mine

Chris- No

Audre- You so mean damn i didn't like it anyways...

I took a shower and waited in the car and when he came we got breakfast and when we made it there i sat in the car and texted jay to open the door so i can get my stuff and when he opened the door with no shirt and looking sleepy he waved at chris and closed the door behind me and natasha was sitting at the counter giving me the eye

Natasha- Why the fuck you let her in jay?

Jay closed the door and i rolled my eyes and went upstairs

Jay- Ma atleast let her get her shit

She sipped her tea and looked to the side and as i went in my room i opened my drawer and saw my savings missing

Audre- NATASHAAAAA

she came upstairs and stood in the door way

Audre- WHERE MY SHIT BRUH IM NOT FUCKING PLAYING WITH YOU

Natasha- I gave it to charity

Audre- CHARITY!?BITCH ON YOUR HOLY FATHER I BETTER HAVE MY SHIT RIGHT NOW

Natasha- Well you better ask your heavenly father for more savings

Audre- WHERE MY SHIT MA IM NOT PLAYING WITH YOUR ASS

Natasha- Charity

Audre- NATASHAAA BITCH YOU COMING OUT YOUR POCKETS THEN HOE BECAUSE ITS EITHER THAT OR I WILL TAKE YOU TO COURT

Natasha- Stop being so selfish they need the money more than you

Audre- YOU DUMB BITCH IM FINNA FUCK YOUR OLD ASS UP BECAUSE YOU AINT TOO YOUNG TO TAKE A ASS WHOOPING THEN IM GONE STEAL MY SHIT BACK BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK NO MORE...I TRIED WITH YOU I SWEAR I WISH YOU DIED IN THAT CAR ACCIDENT

She stood quiet

Audre- Wait...they found dad on the passenger side and the-they said hi-his heart rate was at heartattack level before he passed?You were driving ..You killed him

She then started shaking her head

Audre- YOU KILLED MY FATHER

Natasha- No...

Audre- And you blamed me all my life making me feel unwanted...

She shook her head with tears and and began walking up to me with her arms out for a hug

Audre- Dont fucking touch me....!!!

Natasha- Please....Im sorry....it was on accident we were arguing

Audre- I could have forgave you but you needed someone to blame and now my sister looks at me like a murder

Natasha- I-I Im sorry please

Audre- I said dont fucking touch me!!!

I bumped past her stuffing all my stuff in chris car she followed me asking for me to stay and that she is sorry and when i got the last of it i went to the kitchen island and grabbed her purse and pulled her wallet out and un zipped it and began taking hundreds out and I grabbed all of it and it still wasnt enough so i went to her closet and found my jars of money and threw hers on the bed and grabbed my big jars of savings and put it in his car and closed the back door then natasha came up to me still in tears begging for forgiveness

Audre- When you look at me i want to know the feeling inside you...i guess sometimes i wonder if you feel the same way i do...Remeber my teenth birthday when you apologized you couldnt buy a cake so you bought me McDonald's fries..!?I thanked you but you got my brother gifts alot of times... for me you told me give you some time but you never got the time...i figured it was for the bills but forreal how you really feel... i know his birthday around tax time so is that what it is?I know you got to love me mama because every mama love they kid...I just really think its fucked up but i guess thats how it really is. Remember my piano recitals I waited and you never came... you said you were working but got off everytime at 2 every game...he never even really scored but you were still their to support...but i know basketball is more fun than piano im sure..I made up a whole lot of reasons because i know it cant be intial..when i was in the hostpital you said you hope i got better..when he was under weather you were in the hospital till he got better.. i dont understand when you look at me i feel like you regret me but the look inside your eyes when you see him sometimes effect me ...I was trying to be so perfect just to feel like you accept me i love the way you love but you love everyone accept me be honest ma when no one come threw for you im present... but when chrismas come around you dont think to get me a present...man thats fucked up because i spent my whole life trying to impress you but i guess i aint really special thats what i get for having expectations...

I got in the car and we drove away when we got to a red light i had my head against the glass with puffy eyes looking out the window but i could feel chris looking at me and out of nowhere he sat his and on my lap and left it there which was comforting

THATS IT HOPE YOU ENJOYED