Isaiah Johnson
I really can't believe I have two kids. Not one but two. It's so surreal to me right now. Don't get me wrong I am going be there for them but, how do I know if I will be good enough for them?
"ISAIAH?!" My brother yelled.
"Yes?" I asked looking at him.
"What's on your mind?" He asked him clearly seeing me in thoughts.
"Nigga I can't believe I really got two kids." I said shaking my head.
"I can't either." He said.
"To be honest I really can't believe she hid them." I said feeling like shit.
"You can't be mad at her though because at least you got to meet them." He said shrugging.
"But still she could have told me. You know when she left I became depressed." I said looking at him.
"Yeah I remember, you stopped talking to everyone and you started drinking lean. I also remember one day I asked you why you drink that shit and you said because I have nothing to live for." He said to me.
"Yeah I remember that. I was going though it." I said.
"I'm just happy you bettered yourself." He said looking at me.
"Yeah me too but aye Imma hit up later." I said getting up.
"Alright see you later cuh." He said dabbing me up.
"See you later." I said walking out.
I walked to my car and got in my car. I started it up and drove home. When I got home I went up the stairs and stripped down to my boxers and flopped onto the bed. And just like that I was knocked out.
The next day
I woke up to my phone ringing. I answered it without looking at the contact.
"Wassup." I said into the phone.
"Omg did I wake you?" I heard Angel say.
"Yeah but why did you call?" I asked sitting up.
"I just wanted to ask if you wanted to see the twins today." She said clearly nervous.
"Umm yeah sure I will come pick them up in 30 minutes." I said smiling.
"Ok I'll- I mean they'll be waiting." She said stuttering.
"Yeah I'm sure they will but I gotta go." I said.
"Ok bye." She said as she hung up before I could say anything.
"Well damn." I said to myself as I put my phone down.
I got up and went to the bathroom. I started the shower and got in. All I could think about was Angel. I really had missed her. She was the love of my life, but I never had the courage to tell her.
Then when she left I knew I had lost my chance to tell her. But now since I found her, I may have a chance again. I got out the shower and dried off. I brushed my teeth and put on my clothes.
