[Hetalia] Why do everyone hates me? (AsaKiku)

Alliance

January 30th, day of our alliance, the anglo-japanese alliance was signed by ourselves, we were in London, such a beautiful city, now, we should be stronger together, we should help ourselves and give support to each other, can you trust in me?

-Japan, you should know..., we're doing an alliance, but you must remember, if you try fighting America, i will not help you -

-Understood, but as well i will not enter to only european wars, is that alright?-

-i got it, is that all?-

-yes.., and so, i may say, i'm very glad to make an alliance with you England-san-

-i may say, i'm happy to form an alliance with you too Japan..-

Silence took over the room, then the british gentleman laughed

-pfft, wanna go drink some tea Japan?

-ah..., of course hah..., b-but first i have to go with my superiors and-...-

-you know you don't have to go!, please, stop skipping our friends time- 

England-san took me by my hand, i was quite blushed, physical contact is weird, but it seems he doesn't mind too much, he is different with me..., he hugs me and took me by the hand..., but he doesn't like America-san or France-san near him, and not only them..., he is so weird...

-Japan, i like black tea, but this time i made green tea, just for you- 

-A-Ah..., thank you England-san, you're so kind thinking on me-

-bah!, don't say that things, you should let others love you and stop putting yourself that down-

-a-ah.. i'm sorry...-

-pff.. you never change..., anyways, i made some scones, would you like to try them?-

-oh my.., ah.., no.., i mean, they're too good for me, i can't-

-come on just try it!-

-o-okay.. a-ah..-

I had to eat 3 scones, i mean.. i just had to eat one but..., his face was too much..., he was too happy..., how to say no...

-a-ah Japan.., are you feeling alright?-

-y-yes.., do not worry about me.. England-san-

-i-if you say so...-

after that we played chess and i stayed at England's-san home

-what would it feel to... to sleep near him...., ah..!, what am i even thinking?-

i took a pillow and putted it on my face, it was embarassing to think that kind of stuff.., he's only my best friend...., he's only my allie..., i wanted to hug him as he does to me..., i wanted to hold his hand as he does..., i want to be brave as he is...., i just want to tell him how much i appreciate him...

-...-

i just sighed and thought that i only need sleeping, so i did, i slept thinking on him, dreaming with him..., but still he's not near to me...

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[I'm sorry for my bad grammar, i hope you enjoyed this short episode, thanks for reading]