Hopeless (Stan X Kyle)

Chapter 4

Kyle's p.o.v

After we had spent  time by playing video games , my mother told us to go to sleep because the time was suddenly 11 PM. "Bubba , go to sleep , and Stan you too. You two need a lot of rest,"she said with a warm smile on her face as she stood next to the TV. I smiled and paused the game,"alright mother , well go to sleep soon!"

Stan yawned then looked kinda sleepy at me and stood up "I am kinda sleepy... *yawn* I guess we really should go to bed , Lil Jew," he laughed a bit at the nickname he called me with. "Stan! You know I hate that nickname! And I'm not little! Just because I am shorter than you doesn't make me little!" I said with crossed arms and with a pouty face. " I was just teasing ya Kyle ~" Stan laughed a little again and stretched and started walking upstairs. I sighed and smiled a little to myself and thought ' gosh...It feels nice to see him laugh...'.

"Hey Kyle, do you like Stan?" Out of nowhere my mother said.

"W-WHAT? NO I-I DON'T ! WHERE DID THAT COME FROM?" How didn't I realize my mother was still here??? "Well...just a thought because the way you look at him is the way I used to watch my crush, Kyle , even if you have feelings towards Stan,  I'll accept you as who you are Bubba" she smiled and hugged me softly. "T-thank you mother..."

Stan's p.o.v

'01:03 AM.... I still haven't fallen asleep ... just ... Wendy keeps coming into my mind... was she really cheating on me with Token ?...How could she ....but ...maybe she was right about the things that I don't care about her nor love her ....'

"Stan?...you awake ?..." I heard a sleepy and a caring voice say. "Yeah , I am ... why aren't you asleep Kyle ?".

"I wanted to ask you the same question,"said Kyle with a little amuse in his voice. "Well...I've been just thinking about lots of things...Wendy ...school...stuff ya'now?" I sighed and sat up to look up at Kyle.

Yeah , I was sleeping next to his bed. He wanted me to sleep in his bed and him sleeping on the floor but I manged to make him sleep on the bed.

"Oh , alright .... I am really sorry about that tho ... I... actually don't know how it feels to be loved and be broken so ...there isn't much I can say or feel same with you ...and I'm sorry about it ..."I heard little sobbing come from Kyle and I quickly stood up and hugged him softly. "Kyle...you've helped me more than you can imagine ...that's why you are my SBFF. You never let me down , you never leave me , you're there for the mistakes I've done . And still you're here , even if some people have left me , I still have you . I know that you won't leave me .."as I said that, I felt arms around me and pull me closer to Kyle , making me hug him tighter. " Stanley... you're the best person I have ever met ... I would never leave you ...but I wish I could be even more there for you ..." he said with a little broken voice. Suddenly , I felt my pyjamas getting soaked in Kyle's tears. "Kyle ? What's wrong ? Why are you crying ...? And you are there for me ! More than anybody has ever been..!"

"Stan ....I ... I have been in depression for about 2 months a-and I-I've been ... c-cutting..." he said between his sobs .

"W-WHAT? ...."

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