brothers bsf😏

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let's skip to where you have been there for like 3 weeks okay!
you walk in the kitchen
bryce:hey sis
you:would u like to shut the fuck up
bryce:so when you gonna go back to my little sister that loves people
you:when i find someone that loves and care about me the sway mum and dad did not
then you roll your eyes
josh:what she talking about
bryce:nothing
jaden:bryce we still gonna go out tonight
bryce:yeah
josh:fine make plans right here
jaden:sorry dude it's with our girls
josh:it's whatever
so after the boys leave you knock on josh's door
josh: yes?
you:um movie night?
josh:y/nhall is asking me for a movie night ?
you:okay sorry
josh hugs you from behind
josh:of course we haven't hung out in like 3 weeks
you:yee ig
u guys get snacks and blankets and u get sleepy and try to get comfortable and josh looks at you and then taos your arm and you look at him
josh:come here?
you scoot over and put your head on his chest and he rubs your head
josh:your beautiful
you:really?
josh:shit i thought u were asleep but um ye y are
you kiss josh on the cheek
josh:y/n?
you:yes
josh:well i was wondering if we could get to know eachother a bit more and with that u could tell me about your past
you:ig it's about time
josh:wait come cuddle as we talk
you:so as a little kid my parents cared about bryce more they would go to his sports let him do whatever but i would have to walk to my sports and never got to go anywhere and ask i got to about 12-13 i started to sneak out and smoke and i turned into a real bitch and the only person that really cared about me was um... ellie
josh:who's ellie?
you with tears in your eyes:my bestfriend, my sister' 'my whole world
josh:did you guys leave eachother or
you:no.. she um she passed away i said crying
josh:omg y/n
he hugged me tight and i honestly liked it
you:thanks joshy
josh:i get a nickname ?
you:oh sorry
josh:i like it
you,but yeah ellie was my everything she made me so happy and i didn't even see it coming
josh:see what
you:well it was my birthday and obviously my parents didn't care so i went to ellie's and her parents got me gifts and through me a party me and ellie were having so much fun then a few days after i snuck out to go to ellie's cause she texted me "y/n come over asap" but i didn't see the message so i read it an hour after it got sent so i ran there and ran to her room and i saw ellie lying on the ground not moving with a knife and pills in both hands
josh:omg i'm so sorry
you:i opened the door and saw her and fell on my knees and cried i held her hands and cried her parents were on holiday at the UK and she hated there so she stayed home and i saw on her bed she has three letters for me her dad and her mum i read mine and i cried so hard i thought i was gonna pass out i was sitting in her room crying as i saw my bestfriend dead i called her parents and they came home straight away she gave me her clothes her necklace and heaps of other stuff and the last words she ever said to me was "y/n your perfect ily"
josh:omg im so sorry
he hugs you as you cry
josh:is that her necklace
you:yes it says ellie on the back and i bme myself everyday cause if i looked at my stupid phone i would of gotten there to stop her
josh grabbed my hand:y/n don't blame yourself it's not your fault she loved you sm okay
you cried so hard as you hugged josh and you fell asleep crying in his arms

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