i walk upstairs and knock on the door knock* josh crying:go a-away m-mum i-i wan-wanna b-be al-alone pl-ease you:it's um not your mum josh:y-y/n? he came and opened the door i looked at him he had scruffy hair red puffy eyes like he had been crying for weeks he was wearing a hoodie i gave him and on his bed was a blanket i gave him after a date josh:um h-hi i didn't expect you you:just came to give you this i handed a box to him josh:oh you:um yeah josh looked at the ground josh:y/n if u just let me explain you would understand you:no josh i'm done u said u loved me and y just kissed her right there josh:it's not like that you:YOU PROMISED i said weigh tears streaming down my eyes i pulled of the promise ring and slammed it in his hand you:I TRUSTED YOU josh:baby please you:DONT CALL ME BABY josh:don't do this you:josh i loved you u meant everything to me okay but u just kissed her and i can't be with u anymore g-goodbye i ran downstairs and drove to a broken bridge that was so high i walk over to the edge and sat down and wrote a note for josh (you will understand soon) i got up and put it in the glove box i drove to josh's home and gave josh the note and walked out and drove away
josh's pov: she handed me and note and ran out it read "dear josh, thank you for being the light in my life my new ellie my everything you put a smile on my face 24/7 you made me laugh and made me the happiest girl in the world you were my bsf thank you for everything josh but the reason for this note is because i have decided i wanted to see ellie i know your gonna be hurt by this but honestly i love you too much to say it face to face i'm sorry josh i'm gonna jump i can't bear to be hurt any longer i love u" josh:NO NO NO i ran downstairs and drove in my car and saw y/n josh:NO STOP PLZ y/n:j-josh... josh:DONT JUMP PLEASE you:goodbye josh i ran over as y/n let go and just got there in time to grab her josh:ARE YOU CRAZY you:no you:just let me josh:I LOVE U IM NOT LETTING YOU end of pov
josh hugged me and cried and hugged him you:josh were not dating you know josh:I DONT CARE OKAY I LOVE U i look down and see josh's wrist i grab his arm and pull the sleeve up you:j-josh did u cut josh:that's beside the point y/n i grabbed josh's face and kissed him i felt him crying right there but i couldn't do it i wasn't gonna jump i know how much he cared you:josh i'm not gonna jump dw josh grabbed me and hugged me josh:please don't talk just let me hug u i hugged him while he cried josh:please take me back he said looking me straight in the eyes you:i -i can't josh looked at me with tears josh:but i love u you:i'm sorry josh we leave and he goes to his house and i go to mine it's been 4 weeks since we broke up/went on a break and tonight i was gonna go over to tell him i love him i drove over there and went inside and knocked on his door i heard through the door "ugh baby don't leave i was nearly there" "hold it baby girl" "but baby it felt so good" "it will be twice as good dw" my whole heart sunk as josh opened the door and i saw nessa you:oh um sorry josh josh:y/n.... um hi you:sorry i'll get going josh:why did u come ? you:i was gonna tell u something but your clearly busy so i'll leave you to it you:goodbye joshua i ran out crying i felt my heart shatter is this was josh felt like? and cried as i drove home avani:girl the hype house is having a party u better come you:whatever avani:cya soon i hung up and got changed and posted on insta
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even at my lowest u make me feel happy @avani avani:beb luvanthony:cuties nessabarret:i can see my josh loves me not you joshrichards:your pretty ❤️ fan:DUOOOOO
i got to the party and i saw josh i walked in and he looked me up and down me and avani drank a bit and danced (btw the party was a week after josh and i lasted talked so we had been broken up for 5 weeks) i felt someone grab my waist and i turned around you:s-sam sam:hey baby girl sam:joshy isn't gonna save you this time he grabbed me and pulled me to the bathroom sam:u dirty little whore why did u leave he smashed my head against the mirror you:OW sam:shut up slut i sat there crying and about to pass out when o heard josh josh:SAM GET OUT I HAVE A GUN I WILL SHOOT sam:fine fine he got out the cops took him and josh got on the floor josh:you okay you:yes josh just bleeding out of my head josh:sorry you:i- i miss you josh:i hav a gf you:me? josh:no nessa you:oh um sorry i passed out and that's all i remember
