Trouble | Noah Beck

T W E N T Y O N E

vinnie drove up to your school parking lot once again so you could get your jeep .

he parks in the open spot right next to it.

"thanks, i had fun." you smile at him.

"i did too" he says starting to lean in, his hand moving to cup your face.

you move closer to him, teasing eachother as your lips were a centimeter away . getting impatient, he chuckles pushing both of you into the kiss.

you lips felt like they were moving synchronously, you tried to keep it as passionate as possible, not trying to take things any further.

he began to kiss slightly rougher, you instantly pulled away. he opens his eyes at the loss.

"did i do something wrong?" he asks.

"no no no ... not at all... i just didnt want something to happen that we would both regret." you say pushing a piece of hair behind your ear as you looked down to fiddle with your fingers .

"sex? we weren't going to if you thought that.. well i wasnt planning to, im not going to take advantage of you denali.. i would never, i want you to feel comfortable around me. i thought we were just going to have a makeout session." he says.

you feel your heart warm up, you giggle, "we would only be able to control ourselves to a certain extent ya know."

"yeah you're probably right" he laughs, rubbing your shoulder.

you grab your bag, giving him a quick hug before getting out of his car .

you get into yours, throwing your stuff inside, closing the door. you send him a thumbs up to let him know you were good. he blows a kiss before driving away from the parking lot .

you drop your head back on the seat, closing your eys as you let out a sigh of exhaustion.

you feel a hand cover your mouth, making you jump up.

"sh sh shhhh" the person says . you turn and see noah. you slap his hand away , he rubs it after feeling the sharp pain . "ouch"

"what the fuck are you doing in my backseat? you scared the shit out of me ! get out!" you say furrowing your brows.

"wait let me explain" he says .

"explain what ? what a fucking douche you've been lately ? or you taking advantage of our 'break' by getting with another girl?" you cross your arms as he jumps into the passenger seat next to you.

"uhm-" he scratches the back of his head.

"yeah, thats what i thought." you smile sarcastically clicking the unlock button on your door, hinting for him to exit your vehicle.

"no- wait! i- uh-"

"you cant even get the words out.. so just leave" you interrupt .

"do you and vinnie have a thing going on ?" he asks.

"thats not your business.." you say looking out your window avoiding him .

"is that a yes." he says

"i never said that" you say

"so no?"

"i never said that either noah!" you scold.

"okay okay.." he says holding his hands up in a surrendering motion .

you sigh in annoyance.

"well since you didn't give me a yes or no... you wouldn't mind if i did this?" he grabs your face, turning you to him.

you pause, you felt like pulling away and kicking him out, but you also felt like staying .

he slowly pulls you in , closer and closer towards his lips.

"you know you want this.. no matter how separated we get, we're always going to find our way back to eachother denali" he says as you were only millimeters apart.

you were only able to hum a simple 'yes' .

he smiles, connecting his lips to yours. you remembered how perfect they fit together, and the feeling they gave that no one elses did .

you accidentally let out a whimper as he kissed you.

he froze right where he was, your foreheads still touching, you could hear how heavy his breathing was. you thought you did something wrong since he had pulled away.

"fuck i missed your moans babygirl" he whispers grabbing you and somehow sitting you on his lap in one swift movement.

he smashes his lips against yours , humming as his hands roamed your entire body.

you suddenly have a thought wash over you ....what about vinnie .

"i-, we cant do this." you say moving away from him. he sits there confused.

"why?"

"you have a girlfriend noah ! and im talking to vinnie . we cant just leave who were both with just because we cant stay away from eachother ." you exclaim running your fingers through your hair.

"you did this to yourself ! you could've just waited until our break was over . but no , you found someone else immediately . and its not just someone else... its marilyn! how could you ?" you continue.

you hear him sniffle, as he stared down at his lap shaking his head.

"you dont know the half of it denali..." he says.

"then what is it? i assume you're going to tell me or?" you ask crossing your arms.

"i cant-"

"of course you can't.... well until you build up the balls to tell me your side of the story ,if it even makes a difference, i'll be staying away from you ." you say with tears welling up in your eyes.

"denali, i wish i could... but i just can't. its to keep you safe." he says , you could feel him looking at you from the corner of your eye as you fiddled with your fingers.

you slowly look up, "so you're keeping me safe by hurting me everyday?" you say.

he stays silent.

"you know... maybe vinnie wouldn't cause me as much trouble and pain like you do." you say, a single tear running down your cheek.

you could see his heart shatter through his eyes, and you never took into account what you said.

he shakes his head, "well i hope you're happy with him." he says, getting out of your car, shutting the door slightly rough.

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1000 words

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