Trouble | Noah Beck

T W E N T Y S I X

You walk out to his driveway, unlocking your car with your keys.

As you got into your car you immediately called vin, not to tell him, just to let him know you were on your way home.

"Hey" you say into the phone as you closed the door and turned on your vehicle.

"Hey denali, are you done studying?" you blank out for a second, feeling a huge sense of guilt. How could you be so stupid to sleep with him? As much as you love noah and want to be with him, you're with vinnie right now. Loyalty is most important. although you knew you threw that out the window already.

"Hello?"

"Oh uhm, y-yeah... i'm just driving home right now." you stutter a bit to get the simplest sentence out.

"Well, i was going to ask if you wanted to go to dinner.. like.. a date." he says innocently , it hurt you so much to have love torn between two people.

"I- i'm really tired vin, can we go tomorrow?" you reply, you couldn't face him after what you had just done.

"Yeah sure.." it broke your heart to turn him down, but it's what you had to do.

"I'll talk to you later. k?" you say to break the awkwardness.

"Yeah yeah, i was going to grab some food anyways. bye."

You hung up, feeling terrible for turning him down and hearing the pain in his voice. You messed up.. badly.

You had to talk to noah.

You were still parked in his driveway, you debated but got off anyways.

You speed-walked to his door, knocking softly.

The door opens not to long afterwards revealing noah in his towel. You mentally freaked the fuck out, how does he look so hot at all times.

"Back already?" he says smirking.

You roll your eyes at his remark, "We need to talk." you crossed your arms at a try to intimidate him.

He tilts his eyebrow, "come in." He steps out of your way to let you in.

"What is it?" he says shutting the door behind him.

You couldn't stay focused with his towel hanging dangerously low, your eyes fluttering from his area to his eyes.

"For fucks sake, can you get dressed please?" you blurt out.

The corners of his lip tilt up, "of course princess" he chuckles as he jogged up to his room, once he reached the top of the stairway, he called out to you.

"Denali" he yells out.

You sigh walking over, you look up and watch as he pulled off his towel flashing you.

"Noah!" you scoff, using your hand to cover your eyes.

"You weren't doing that when i was inside of you earlier." he chuckles, walking into his bedroom.

"Fuck you" you walk over and sit on his couch.

You thought about what you were going to say.

Your love for noah was crazy, it was sad to admit but you loved him more than vinnie.

Should i break up with him? I shouldn't lead him on any further, i cared too much about vin.

A strong scent of cologne filled your nostrils as you heard footsteps come down the stairs.

"I'm back." he smiled making you melt, a black tshirt hugging his abs and a pair of gray shorts were at his legs.

"Noah.. what we did earlier- we shouldn't ha-"

He sat down next to you, "Denali.. i love you and want to be with you.. please. I'm sorry for everything, your the only girl that I've actually fallen for and I just don't know how you did it. I wouldnt want anyone else."

You feel tears well up in your eyes, you loved him too, and hearing those words come from him was the best feeling ever. You rethought everything you were going to say.

"I want to be with you too baby, i just- dont know." tears slowly fall down your cheeks.

"So why the fuck did you start dating him?", he snaps making you look up to his gaze in disbelief.

"He was there for me when you dumped me Noah, he actually cared for me. Can you fucking blame me for trying to move on? After all the pain you and Marilyn put me through?", you huff turning away from him, crossing your legs as you had your face in your hands.

"Denali—", you cut him off as you felt his hand slip onto your thigh. "No" you spat, "This was a fucking mistake. You. Me. It should of never happened." you shove his hand off your thigh, standing up and storming to the door in a quick pace.

"You don't fucking mean that Denali. You know you don't." he snatches my wrist, turning me to face him.

You didn't mean it, you were grateful for all the memories you had with him.

"How do you know that Noah? I meant every word I said. I wish that we would've stayed in our rightful places of being complete strangers. This.— You.— It's too much for me, too toxic, it's nothing but trouble with you. I don't want this anymore.", you argue, you felt as if a weight had been lifted off your shoulders. You let everything out.

He stood there with his brows furrowed and arms crossed, you watched as anger built up in his eyes, his beautiful brown pupils that you loved. They faded away into almost black.

"Then fucking leave. Get the hell out."